Her Betrayal

 
I never wanna lose you

These are the words you said

I will never hurt you

But look what you've done instead

You promised me forever

But still, I wake up alone

I see you when my eyes are closed

But when I open them, you are gone

I still believe, yeah

What you said to me

That you wouldn't leave

Now who is gonna save me if you can't

If you can't hear me now

If you can't see me now

I wanna feel you but I can't get through

I'm crazy enough to still depend on you

So who's gonna save me now

I don't wanna walk alone

And I don't turn off the lights at night

Everything I do is wrong

Baby, I need you to make things right

I still believe, yeah

What you said to me

That you wouldn't ever leave

Now who is gonna save me if you can't

If you can't hear me now

If you can't see me now

I wanna feel you but I can't get through

I'm crazy enough to still depend on you

So who's gonna save me now

But you

I want to hug you

I want to kiss you

I want to hold you in my arms

And feel your breath inside of me.

Feel your pulse throughout my veins,

Feel every detail of your skin.

I want you

Every flaw, every weakness

Every little thing that is

A part of you, I want.

I want all of you.

You hurt me so badly,
So many times.
It hurts the most
When the pain is caused
By someone that we love
So deeply and passionately.
I shouldn't love you anymore
Because of all of the pain
That you put me through,
But I still love you.
I still love you
With every ounce of my being,
With every shattered
Pieces of my heart.
My love for you is true.
My love for you runs deep.
I love you so much
More than I could speak
Or show you.
My love for you
Is unconditional.

If you love me, why are you
The one that breaks me the most?
Why are you the one
That hurts me the most?
Why do I still continue
To search for you.
To reach for you.
To comfort you.
Regardless of what
You've done to me.

I am sorry for hurting you,
It was not my intention to leave you.
It was hard for me too.
My heart also shattered,
When I had to leave you.
Now I can't bear this distance
The hatred in your eyes.
I know I can't change the past,
But I can change the future.
Please give me another chance
To prove my love to you.
I can't live without you
Please forgive me.
I love you.
I always have and I always will.
I promise I will never
Leave you again.