The Power Of Desire

Want to leave her, but can't..

Want to hate her, but can't..

Don't want to think about her, but can't..

Don't want to like her anymore, but can't..

Maybe someday she will leave my mind.

And I too will leave everything that day...

My feelings for him are complicated.

I absolutely hate him, but I love him.

He is the one my heart aches for 

At night when I cry,

Yet when someone says 

His name alone I get so angry.

I miss him yet I never 

Want to see him again.

I'm a mess, why can't I forget him.

"Actually, there is a word for that,

It's love, I'm in love with her

If you're looking for the word.

That means caring about someone

Beyond all rationality and 

Wanting them to have everything

They want no matter how much 

It destroys you, It's Love.

And when you love someone 

You just, you don't stop, ever

Even when people roll their eyes,

And call you crazy.

Even then, especially then

You just don't give up.

Because if I could just give up

If I could just take 

The whole world's advice and 

Move on and find someone else,

That wouldn't be love.

That would be some other

Disposable thing that is not

Worth fighting for.

But that is not what this is."

Avenging Love

 

The desire to possess her

Is violent, all-consuming

It's an obsession that goes

Beyond a simple need

Though my body burns for her.

I don't just want her

I want to imprint myself

On her body and soul.

To mark her from the inside out,

So that she will never 

Belong to any man but me.

I want to own her completely.

And I owe to break her 

Arrogant heart completely

By hook or by crook.

Lovers search for familiar places

To nestle when It's cold outside.

And I found mine in your loving eyes.

It's a marvelous thing to see

The way their warmth

Drapes over my shoulders,

Wraps around my heart

And settles around the

Edges of my bones.

His eyes studied hers

As his hands ran over her body,

The look in his eyes

Almost daring her to stop him,

Letting her know

He was the one in control here.

"This is so you know

Just who it is you belong to."

You were never supposed

To mean this much to me.

I was never supposed 

To fall so hard for you.

But you know what?

I did and that's the truth,

That's what keeps me

Holding on because

It hurts like hell

To let you go.

Falling In Love With You Is My Calamity

 

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up every day

To the sound of your breath on my neck,

The warmth of your lips on my cheek,

The touch of your fingers on my skin,

And the feel of your heart beating with mine.

Knowing that I could never find that

Feeling with anyone other than you.

Something in your eyes

Tell me who I am

And something in my highs

Whenever you're near

You can tell me lies

I can read your heart

Everybody knows now

I can hear you whisper

Singing songs of rubies

Roses made to bloom

I am made for you

You can tell me lies

I can read your heart

Everybody knows now

I fell for you hard

Don't need nobody's approval

I'm gonna call this destiny 

And make you fall in love with me

So check it

Tell me if you know

I don't want no opinions

Call me baby let me love you 

I don't need no permission

It's your existence baby

That's what I am infinitely attracted to.

You don't need to do

Anything else but exist.

That's more than enough for me.