Saturday, October 15, 2022

The Power Of Desire



Want to leave her, but can't..
Want to hate her, but can't..
Don't want to think about her, but can't..
Don't want to like her anymore, but can't..
Maybe someday she will leave my mind.
And I too will leave everything that day...

My feelings for him are complicated.
I absolutely hate him, but I love him.
He is the one my heart aches for 
At night when I cry,
Yet when someone says 
His name alone I get so angry.
I miss him yet I never 
Want to see him again.
I'm a mess, why can't I forget him.

"Actually, there is a word for that,
It's love, I'm in love with her
If you're looking for the word.
That means caring about someone
Beyond all rationality and 
Wanting them to have everything
They want no matter how much 
It destroys you, It's Love.
And when you love someone 
You just, you don't stop, ever
Even when people roll their eyes,
And call you crazy.
Even then, especially then
You just don't give up.
Because if I could just give up
If I could just take 
The whole world's advice and 
Move on and find someone else,
That wouldn't be love.
That would be some other
Disposable thing that is not
Worth fighting for.
But that is not what this is."