Friday, May 5, 2023

Revolving Hearts

 



I am not supposed to love you
I am not supposed to care
I am not supposed to live my life
Wishing You Were There
I am not supposed to wonder
Where you are or what you do
I'm sorry, I just can't help myself
I Fell In Love With You

I can't say one word that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
It doesn't matter 'cause I'm so consumed
Spending all my nights thinking about you
I know that you're the feelin' I'm missing
You know that I hate to admit it
But everything means nothin' if I can't have you
I'm so sorry that my timing's off
But I can't move on if we're still gonna talk
Is it wrong for me to not want half?
I want all of you, all the strings attached
I'm trying to move on
Forget you, but I hold on
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

I can't forget you
Because in life there was and
There will be no one like you.
I think of the time we spend together
And I still feel you right next to me.
I don't till first, but when I do
You disappear.
Your voice echos in me.
A fine melody that I listen for hours
And pass my days climbing towers.
My loneliness reminds me
Of how and what I was
And what you made me.
You gave me life in time
When life was hard.
SO NO
I will never forget you ever.
But just to keep me safe
I'll stop missing you and
I don't know if I'll succeed
But this pain of trying
To forget you will never end.

My Heart aches for you
My eyes cry for you
My senses long for you
I feel numb without you
My smiles wither without you
My soul thirsts for you
My body shivers without you
Please, tell me what to do
I Miss You Like Crazy.

You're always on my mind, day and night
When I think of you, all feels so right
Need to have you, need to hold you
And tell you that I love you.
My dear, I don't want to see us apart
This separation just tears away my heart
I miss you, Oh, I really miss you
Will need you more and more each day
I know I cannot live without you
I miss you, more than words can say.
COME BACK TO ME NOW
YOU BELONG TO ME AND
YOU ARE MINE....JUST MINE...

Broken Heart


It was very painful for me
When you chose someone else over me.
Maybe I wasn't worth your love
I cried hard and blamed god.
But yeah, 
Then I realized, It was only me
Who craved for your happiness
In my every prayer to god.

It hurts when you're being ignored
By the person whose
Attention is the only thing
You want in the world.

We all have that one person
Whose name alone still makes
Our hearts hurt, and every wound
Healed or not, suddenly rips us
Open to remind us of the time
We loved someone and lost
Part of ourselves along the way

Oh Lord of mine, Don't let love
Trouble anyone like this
Let the talk of the heart remain inside
Let it not come on the lips
You didn't even think of me
What should I tell anyone now
My heart cried and my eyes are full of tears
I gave You all my happiness
I gave You the smile from my lips
The breadth of Your hair started flowing
It brought me messages of faithfulness
You have kept Our love nicely
That moon shall visit
My courtyard now
It shall fill this lonely lap of mine
I have concieved this child of Yours
What should I tell anyone now
O Lover of mine, O Lover of mine
I made a mistake
I didn't say a word to You
If I would have the strength
To tell what my heart feels for You
Then You wouldn't have gone away from Me
No one understands the pain of others.

Lost and lonely coz you're the only
One that knows me and
I can't be without you
What's this, that exists between
You and me
It's an unseen, unheard of a story
It seems now that my life is empty
Every breath of mine also feels empty
Without You
There's some uncomfort
In the breeze without You
Why do all the moments
Seem like strangers
They don't look at me in the eye
There's a dense loneliness spreading over
The destinations are
Getting lost in the roads
Now all my prayers
Have gone away unheard
They remained without You
Why did the light leave
The grap of my hand in the path?
And here, why is the evening
Looking the other way
Which is making every morning
Into a cruel night