Thursday, December 15, 2022

Wicked Heart (Scott Brothers - Book 2)

 

I took an arrow to the heart
I never kissed a mouth 
That tastes like yours
Strawberries and somethin' more
Ooh yeah, I want it all
Lipstick on my guitar 
Fill up the engine, 
We can drive real far
Go dancin' underneath the stars
Ooh yeah, I want it all
Mm, you got me feelin' like
I wanna be that guy, 
I wanna kiss your eyes
I wanna drink that smile, 
I wanna feel like 
My soul's on fire, 
I wanna stay up all
Day and all night
Ooh, I love it when 
You do it like that
And when you're close up, 
Give me the shivers
Into the car in the backseat 
In the moonlit dark
Wrap me up between 
Your legs and arms
Ooh, I can't get enough
You know you could 
Tear me apart and put me 
Back together and take my heart
I never thought that 
I could love this hard
Ooh, I can't get enough
Baby, you burn so hot
You make me shiver 
With the fire you got
This thing we started, 
I don't want it to stop

I won't lie to you, 
I know he's just 
Not right for you. 
And you can tell 
Me if I'm off, but 
I see it on your face
When you say that 
He's the one that you want
And you're spending 
All your time
In this wrong situation.
And anytime you want it to stop
I know I can treat you 
Better than he can
And any girl like you 
Deserves a gentleman
Tell me, why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should 
Be with me instead?
I'll stop time for you
The second you say 
You'd like me too
I just wanna give you the 
Loving that you're missing
Baby, just to wake up with you
Would be everything I need, 
And this could be so different
Tell me what you want to do
Give me a sign
Take my hand, we'll be fine
Promise I won't let you down
Just know that you don't
Have to do this alone
Promise I'll never let you down.

You hurt me
And it's breaking my heart
Deserted me
All the love you just start
You hurt me
And you know I can feel
The pain inside
As if I had died
How unfair it is
I wished the best for you
Only because
I love you
No matter what you do
I love you
Even though we're through
You hurt me
And I don't want to cry
I can't hold back
The tears from my eyes
I just can't live
Without you by my side
You corrupted me
From feeling like this
Without your love
I just don't exist
What a pleasure to know
In a kiss
You're the only one
I surely miss
Only cuz I love you
No matter what you do
I love you
Even though we're through
You hurt me
And all of the time
I was gladly
Falling in love
And the way that it was
You really saved me
From my boredom and pain
And you loved me
That was the victory
But you got engaged
And it hurt me
No matter what you do
I love you
Even though we're through
You hurt me
And I don't know what to do
The torment that I went through
You hurt me
And I was squished like a bug
My heart has suffered so much
For you love
Because you hurt me
Because I love you
No matter what you do
I love you
Even though we're through
You hurt me
And it's you that I love

Tuesday, November 29, 2022

Savage Heart (Scott Brothers - Book 1)

 


She wanted him.
He was her definition of desire.
She never knew how engulfing
The flames could be till now.
The only thing that could bring her
Back to life are his lips and his hands.
She would follow him to the end of time
Just to have another moment with him.
All she knew was she missed him
And nothing else made sense
Until she could be with him again.
This is what it felt like to fall
And not care where you land.

There is a moment

Between a glance and a kiss

Where the world stops,

For the briefest of times.

And the only thing between us

Is the anticipation

Of your lips on mine

A moment so intense

It hangs in the air

As it pulls us closer

We realize

It’s only just beginning.

Have I told you yet...
How much you mean to me...
Have I told you yet...
About all the happiness
You bring to me...
Have I told you yet...
That you mean
The world to me...
You are the best thing
That's ever happened to me...
Just in case I haven't...
I want you to know...
I Love You and
I will wait for you
For the day you love me back...

When I say, I Love You
It's not because I want you
Or because I can't have you.
It has nothing to do with me.
I love what you are,
What you do, how you try.
I've seen your kindness and strength.
I've seen the best and the worst of you.
And I understand with perfect
Clarity exactly what you are.
You're a hell of a person.
And I am not willing to
Lose you for anyone else.

Wednesday, November 16, 2022

Her Betrayal

 
I never wanna lose you

These are the words you said
I will never hurt you
But look what you've done instead
You promised me forever
But still, I wake up alone
I see you when my eyes are closed
But when I open them, you are gone
I still believe, yeah
What you said to me
That you wouldn't leave
Now who is gonna save me if you can't
If you can't hear me now
If you can't see me now
I wanna feel you but I can't get through
I'm crazy enough to still depend on you
So who's gonna save me now
I don't wanna walk alone
And I don't turn off the lights at night
Everything I do is wrong
Baby, I need you to make things right
I still believe, yeah
What you said to me
That you wouldn't ever leave
Now who is gonna save me if you can't
If you can't hear me now
If you can't see me now
I wanna feel you but I can't get through
I'm crazy enough to still depend on you
So who's gonna save me now
But you

I want to hug you
I want to kiss you
I want to hold you in my arms
And feel your breath inside of me.
Feel your pulse throughout my veins,
Feel every detail of your skin.
I want you
Every flaw, every weakness
Every little thing that is
A part of you, I want.
I want all of you.

You hurt me so badly,
So many times.
It hurts the most
When the pain is caused
By someone that we love
So deeply and passionately.
I shouldn't love you anymore
Because of all of the pain
That you put me through,
But I still love you.
I still love you
With every ounce of my being,
With every shattered
Pieces of my heart.
My love for you is true.
My love for you runs deep.
I love you so much
More than I could speak
Or show you.
My love for you
Is unconditional.

If you love me, why are you
The one that breaks me the most?
Why are you the one
That hurts me the most?
Why do I still continue
To search for you.
To reach for you.
To comfort you.
Regardless of what
You've done to me.

I am sorry for hurting you,
It was not my intention to leave you.
It was hard for me too.
My heart also shattered,
When I had to leave you.
Now I can't bear this distance
The hatred in your eyes.
I know I can't change the past,
But I can change the future.
Please give me another chance
To prove my love to you.
I can't live without you
Please forgive me.
I love you.
I always have and I always will.
I promise I will never
Leave you again.

Saturday, October 15, 2022

The Power Of Desire



Want to leave her, but can't..
Want to hate her, but can't..
Don't want to think about her, but can't..
Don't want to like her anymore, but can't..
Maybe someday she will leave my mind.
And I too will leave everything that day...

My feelings for him are complicated.
I absolutely hate him, but I love him.
He is the one my heart aches for 
At night when I cry,
Yet when someone says 
His name alone I get so angry.
I miss him yet I never 
Want to see him again.
I'm a mess, why can't I forget him.

"Actually, there is a word for that,
It's love, I'm in love with her
If you're looking for the word.
That means caring about someone
Beyond all rationality and 
Wanting them to have everything
They want no matter how much 
It destroys you, It's Love.
And when you love someone 
You just, you don't stop, ever
Even when people roll their eyes,
And call you crazy.
Even then, especially then
You just don't give up.
Because if I could just give up
If I could just take 
The whole world's advice and 
Move on and find someone else,
That wouldn't be love.
That would be some other
Disposable thing that is not
Worth fighting for.
But that is not what this is."

Avenging Love

 

The desire to possess her
Is violent, all-consuming
It's an obsession that goes
Beyond a simple need
Though my body burns for her.
I don't just want her
I want to imprint myself
On her body and soul.
To mark her from the inside out,
So that she will never 
Belong to any man but me.
I want to own her completely.
And I owe to break her 
Arrogant heart completely
By hook or by crook.

Lovers search for familiar places
To nestle when It's cold outside.
And I found mine in your loving eyes.
It's a marvelous thing to see
The way their warmth
Drapes over my shoulders,
Wraps around my heart
And settles around the
Edges of my bones.

His eyes studied hers
As his hands ran over her body,
The look in his eyes
Almost daring her to stop him,
Letting her know
He was the one in control here.
"This is so you know
Just who it is you belong to."

You were never supposed
To mean this much to me.
I was never supposed 
To fall so hard for you.
But you know what?
I did and that's the truth,
That's what keeps me
Holding on because
It hurts like hell
To let you go.

Falling In Love With You Is My Calamity

 


If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up every day
To the sound of your breath on my neck,
The warmth of your lips on my cheek,
The touch of your fingers on my skin,
And the feel of your heart beating with mine.
Knowing that I could never find that
Feeling with anyone other than you.

Something in your eyes
Tell me who I am
And something in my highs
Whenever you're near
You can tell me lies
I can read your heart
Everybody knows now
I can hear you whisper
Singing songs of rubies
Roses made to bloom
I am made for you
You can tell me lies
I can read your heart
Everybody knows now
I fell for you hard
Don't need nobody's approval
I'm gonna call this destiny 
And make you fall in love with me
So check it
Tell me if you know
I don't want no opinions
Call me baby let me love you 
I don't need no permission

It's your existence baby
That's what I am infinitely attracted to.
You don't need to do
Anything else but exist.
That's more than enough for me.

Monday, August 1, 2022

You Can't Escape Me

 


My heart beats for you.
My body craves your touch.
My soul yearns to be infused with yours, 
For two to become one.
I whisper your name
And it escapes from my lips
Like a sacred song.
You fill the hours of my day
With thoughts of you.
And at night you call me
To dance the dance of love.
The longing that I have for you
Is like a wild storm
Building on the horizon.
You stir my senses
And set my passion on fire.
I am breathless.

Protected in his arms.
Cloaked in his love.
Soothed by his heartbeat.
She could breathe again.
She knew she was safe.
She was lost no more.
For she found her home within him.
He took away her pain.
Emptied her darkness.
And chased her demons away.
Not because she asked him to
But because he loved her.

That moment 
When we shared one breath,
Our first kiss, it felt so familiar.
As if I have known you all my life.
"I know, I felt it too," he said.
"Do you know why?"
She looked at him with
Questioning eyes; No?
"Because the moment
That you were born
And took your first breath...
I exhaled as you inhaled"

You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
Here's how it goes
You and me, up and down
But maybe this time 
We'll get it right, worth the fight
'Cause love is something 
You can't shake
When it breaks 
All it takes is some trying
If you feel like leaving
I'm not gonna beg you to stay
But soon you'll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
So, if you go
You should know 
It's hard to just forget 
The past so fast
It was good, it was bad, 
But it was real
And that's all you have in the end, 
Our love mattered
But you can't escape my love
Baby, you can run, 
Baby, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

Tuesday, July 26, 2022

This Cruel Love


Sometimes love burns so hot
In your veins that it consumes
All rational thought.
You become a walking shell
That can no longer function
Without your significant other
Whispering into your soul,
Telling your heart to beat.

MY OBSESSION IS MY LOVE

Why do I always find myself thinking of you?
From dawn through the day to dusk
The sleepless nights are my best
I twist and turn through lonely nights
Tormented soul tortured inside
But you don’t even know something that is true
That right now I am cursed with the desire of u

The interesting thing about this
Is that you don’t have a clue
That you are mine inside my head
But outside, you are you
Inside my head, I do what I want
And so you’re mine without a choice
I like it better inside my mind because
Outside my head, you’re on your own
You speak with your own voice
Inside my head, you are tied down
Because I won't let you go

It bothers me to see you with someone else
I guess you'd say it's jealousy
I stayed awake last night
Thought about what to do to make it right
I try to express how I feel about you and
The only words I can think of or ever find is
I’m obsessed with you

I desire to be with you.
I miss you.
I feel lonely
When I can't see you.
I am obsessed with you,
Fascinated by you,
Infatuated with you.
I hunger for your taste, your smell
The feel of your soul touching mine.

Why Does Your Heart Hurt...When You Love Someone


 She loved him, 
And her heart was breaking.
If she had known
How much it hurts to love someone,
She never would have
Given away her heart.
But it wasn't a question of giving
as much as falling.

When your throat starts to burn,
And your heartbeat speeds up,
When your stomach tightens,
And your lungs close up,
When your tears rush to your eyes 
Faster than you ever dreamed possible,
That's the worst pain you will ever feel,
That's your heart breaking.

To burn with desire 
And keep quiet about it 
Is the greatest punishment 
We can bring it on ourselves.

Unrequited love does not die; 
It's only beaten down 
To a secret place where 
It hides, curled and wounded. 
For some unfortunates, 
It turns bitter and mean, 
And those who come after 
Pay the price for the hurt 
Done by the one who came before.

Sunday, July 24, 2022

Intoxicated By You

 



Because of your love
I have lost my sobriety
I am intoxicated 
By the madness of your love
In this fog, I have become 
A stranger  to myself
I'm so drunk
I've lost the way to my house
In the garden
I see only your face
From trees and blossoms
I inhale only your fragrance
Drunk with the ecstasy of love
I can no longer tell the difference
Between drunkard and drink
Between lover and beloved

When you're first interested
Or attracted to someone
It's something you can't control
It doesn't matter their age
Or even if they're interested in you.
You can't change your feelings
Even if you want to.

Without even knowing it,
She had it in her to destroy me
Not Just sexually
But every fiber of my being.
She possessed the ability
To steal my affection,
My smile, my love 
And my everything.

Friday, May 13, 2022

Fatal Attraction


Should I pause this moment?
Or just fling myself into this moment?
What should I do? what should I do?
I don't know anything
At this very moment.
Eyes lock with each other.
From the time my eyes met yours,
New tales began,
From the time my eyes met yours...
I've lost all my senses
 Yes, I've lost track of my life
Yes, I've let you live
In my heartbeats Sweetheart...
From the time my eyes met yours...
I've lost all my senses
I lost myself and found you,
This way, I learned to live.....
In my devotion to you
I lost everything, 
This way, I learned to live...
Your laughter is my joy,
And You alone is my happiness...
From the time my eyes met yours,
New tales began!

What is a fatal attraction?
An attraction between 
An individual and someone
Something that is so strong 
The individual lacks reason 
And logic in their thinking 
When dealing with their attraction.

Love is an untamed force
When we try to control it
It destroys us.
When we try to imprison it,
It enslaves us.
When we try to understand it
It leaves us feeling lost and confused.
When we try to force it
It will drive you crazy.

Can't Help Myself...
I'm not supposed to want you
I'm not supposed to care
And yet I spend my time dreaming
Of all that we could share.
I'm not supposed to think about you
Or wonder where you've been
But no matter how I fight it
Thoughts of you sneak in.
I'm not supposed to ponder
Where you are each night
But you creep into my vision
When the stars shine bright.
I'm not supposed to yearn so
I always wish you were here.
But I hunger for your kisses
And I long to draw you near.
I'm not supposed to imagine
Where you are and what you do.
I know I shouldn't cater
To a single thought of you.
I'm not supposed to need you
I know these things I do.
And yet I can't help myself
Because I fell in love with you.