Saturday, December 16, 2023

Irresistible Desire


Love  is the irresistible desire
To be irresistibly desired.

I am a wild lover.
Love consumes me. I let go.
My soul boils inside me.
My kisses will stain your skin
My eyes will burn your heart.
I will break you and I will fix you.
I am addictive. I am yours.

It isn’t any gain nor it’s any loss
I don’t know why your absence
Feels like your presence.
With you only my day starts
A pleasant evening comes.
Every moment I breathe
My life gets a meaning with you only.
Your eyes are in my eyes
Your arms are in my arms
There is nothing of mine within me.
What has happened
Your words are in my words
My nights are your gifts
Why has all of me become yours?
What has happened
Wherever I go I meet you there
With you only, there is silence in loud noise
There is a slight unconsciousness
Half a promise at times
More than half at times
My heart desires that
I make that of faithfulness.
Even on separating it doesn’t separate
Even on breaking it doesn’t break
The string has been attached
With you of faithfulness.
I’m because of you
Whatever I’ve become today
With you only I find the paths
I find the destinations
It isn’t any gain nor it’s any loss
I don’t know why your absence
Feels like your presence.

Love has broken many hearts
And burned down many houses,
Yet why do people love 
And trade heart for pain?
They seek gathering. 
But, all they get is loneliness.  
Love is a path that 
Reaches no destination.
There is no success. 
The heart eventually breaks.  
This is how love concludes. 
The world will never understand
Why does the moth get so uneasy? 
And burns itself in flame. 
The life of Passionate people
Is full of sighs. 
Why do people still love?
The rainy season makes
Separation unbearable when 
Heart yearns for someone 
Tears come out of eyes.  
The life becomes useless.  
Some complaints are there all the time.  
Medicines become ineffective. 
Even the prayers do not heal. 
How does everyone still accept this 
And swallow the poison (of love)?
This happens all the time in love. 
The beloved is accused of all the pain. 
This spectacle repeats day and night. 
The stories of love become 
Longer than the nights.  
People in love tell tales 
Of beloved’s tyranny.   
That the beloved is untrustworthy. 
That the beloved is unfaithful. 
They call names to the tyrant 
Whom they love so much. 
Why do they do all this?  
Why do people love?
It isn’t any gain.

You are my favorite kind of 
Heartache I can’t forget.
You were my favorite mistake
That I can’t erase from my mind.
You are the one I keep trying to forget,
But my heart won’t let me.
No matter how hard I try, 
Your name still lingers on my lips.
I can’t forget you because you are 
Still the missing piece in my heart.
My heart holds onto the 
Pieces of you that I can’t forget.
Even when I don’t want to remember, 
My mind keeps playing
Back to the memories of you.
Every time I try to forget you, 
My heart reminds me why I can’t.

Thursday, November 16, 2023

War Of Hearts


 

Come to me
In the night hours
I will wait for you
And I can't sleep
'Cause thoughts devour
Thoughts of you consume
I can't help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can't help but want you
I know that I'd die without you
Stay with me
A little longer
I will wait for you
Shadows creep
And want grows stronger
Deeper than the truth
I can't help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can't help but want you
I know that I'd die without you
I can't help but be wrong in the dark
'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts
I can't help but want oceans to part
'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts
I can't help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can't help but want you
I know that I'd die without you
I can't help but be wrong in the dark
'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts
I can't help but want oceans to part
'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts

My heart beats for you.
My body craves your touch.
My soul yearns to be infused
With yours, for two to become one.
I whisper your name and it
Escapes from my lips like a sacred song.
You fill the hours of my day
With thoughts of you.
And at night you call me to
Dance the dance of love.
The longing that I have for you is like a
Wild storm building on the horizon.
You stir my senses
And set my passion on fire.
I am breathless...

Is this all he has to do
To sway my opinion of him?
Touch me like this?
I am out of control.
I don't recognize these feelings
Coursing through my body.
The need to be wanted, to be needed.
To allow myself to be
Vulnerable to another.
That scares me worse than
Knowing who this man is
Or what he does.

I want you inside my mind,
Smothering my thoughts
And indulging in my dreams.
I want you inside my heart,
Dancing within my ventricles
And flowing through my affections.
I want you in places the most
Gifted surgeons would
Never gamble to dissect.
And I want you
All over me, all the time.

Say You're Mine


 When you choose to love 
Someone who is damaged, 
You take on the weight 
Of their past, their pain, their guilt. 
You must be strong, 
You must be patient. 
You can stop the bleeding 
And help them scar over 
But they will always, 
Always be a little broken. 
If you can handle that, 
If you can accept the 
Dents and cracks, 
If you can get them 
To trust you, 
You will never find a 
Better ally than one 
Who is damaged
Above all else, 
They know about survival..

You were built for me.
I denied it as long as I could,
But we were meant to be together.
You are the sea under my sky.
We're bound at the horizon.

Denying the connection is harder
To do with each passing day.
The telepathy you share cannot be ignored.
Full conversations are beginning to
Take place shifting your thoughts.
Memories of the past replay in your head.
Her words are slowly leaving
Imprints upon your heart.
Although you attempt to resist
The fate of your destiny,
It's becoming more apparent
That standing alongside her
Is the main reason for you
In this lifetime.

He took her by the wrists and 
Held her arms down to the bed.
He leaned over and kissed her, hard.
Then, looking her straight in the eye
He made one thing perfectly clear.
You Are Mine and he
Looked into her eyes and said 
Say You're Mine...

I've got something to tell you
I know you're gonna change your mind
When things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
It hurts me too.
I want you, baby, just to understand
I don't wanna be your boss, baby
I just wanna be your man
When things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
It hurts me too.
Now when you go home,
You don't have to get along
Come back to me, baby
Where I live that's where you belong
When things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
It hurts me too.
I love you baby, and you know that it's true
I wouldn't mistreat you, baby
Nothing in this world is like you
Yes, when things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
It hurts me too
So run here baby, put your little hands in mine
I've got something to tell you, baby
I know you're gonna change your mind
When things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
Don't you know, really, don't you
Know it hurts me too.

Friday, September 29, 2023

Bleeding Hearts


By the time you held me in your arms

I felt hatred.

By the time you kissed me

I felt disgusted.

You promised me a kingdom,

You couldn't rule.

You promised me a treasure,

You couldn't hunt.

You brought me nothing,

But misery and pain,

Followed by a broken heart.

It's like you took a knife

From your hand,

Straight into my soul.

You stabbed me once

I bleed love.

You stabbed me twice

I bleed tears.

You stabbed me thrice,

You broke my heart

Into a bleeding heart.


You are my life

You are my every happiness.

You are my love

You are my devotion and my passion.

You are my romance

You are my love story.

You are my life

You are my every happiness.

You are the feeling of my first love.

You are my thirst which

Cannot be extinguished.

You are my first desire

You are my last.

You are my life.

You are my every happiness.

My heart's each wound

Gives you blessings and good wishes.

I wish that God would give you

All the happiness and

Gives me all sadness.

I could not forget you

That is my weakness.

You are my life

You are my every happiness.


I was told not to hurt the heart

Of the one, I love so much.

But when I was busy

Taking care of that heart...

I never noticed

My own was bleeding.


I can't completely let go of YOU
Let go of US...
All I can say is I Love You.
I know you don't want to hear it
But it makes no sense
To pretend I don't.
The pain of losing you
Will still be there.
The Love we shared and
Gave to each other
Will always remain in
My Heart Forever.

In a way, it was the same as
Any normal break-up.
You took what was yours
And I kept what I would have
From before we were together.
YOU TOOK MY HEART
AND I HAD NOTHING...

Everything that I want
I want from you
But I just can't have you.
Everything that I need
I need from you
But I just can't have you.
I want to tell you everything
I want to tell you things
That I have never told anybody.
I miss you but I can't see you.
I want you so bad
But I know I can't have you.
Why is it so hard for me
To stop thinking of you.
You're everything I ever wanted
And everything I'll never have.
If I can't have you,
Then I don't want anyone.
I ONLY WANT YOU
I JUST WANT TO HAVE YOU
HERE WITH ME...

Monday, September 25, 2023

Why Is Love So Complicated?

 


Why do I love someone
Who doesn't love me in return?
Why do I cry over someone,
Who didn't hurt me?
Why do I always think about him
If he never thought about me?
Why do I always wait for him
If he never waited for me?
Why do I see him
But he doesn't see me?
TELL ME WHY?

Love is an untamed force,
When we try to control it,
It destroys us.
When we try to imprison it,
It enslaves us.
When we try to understand it,
It leaves us feeling lost and confused.

Your sandalwood-sculpted body

Your playful glances
And your gentle smile
Has made me fall
Madly in love with you
Your eyebrows are arched

Beautifully like a bow,
The edges of your eyelids

Are lined with kohl,
The black dot in the

Middle of your forehead,
The smoldering embers

On your lips,
Even if your shadow

Is cast upon it
My barren heart is

Cultivated to full bloom.

Your body is beautiful,

Your mind is beautiful,
You are an idol of beauty,
Although others may not

Need you as much,
I need you eternally.
I have yearned deeply

For you in the past,
Please do not make me

Yearn any longer.

Your sandalwood-sculpted body

Your playful glances

Has made me fall

Madly in love with you.


I ache for your touch

I long for your embrace

I want to feel that one kiss

To feel you holding me.

Feeling your lips against mine

To know your heart

Beats in time with mine.

I want to know if you care 

If you love, If you dream

If you long for a kiss

As well as a touch

I want to know if 

Your heart belongs to mine.


“If only you would kiss me.
Press your lips to mine
Like a searing iron. 
Wrap me in your arms 
As if you were a monarch 
Claiming a kingdom. 
Hold me close until 
I warm through to the core. 
Do this, and I promise 
To melt into you, 
No longer a cold and frozen
Figure in your narrowed sight. 
How devoted I would be 
If only your lips burned for mine!
If only you would kiss me.”

Brazen Love

 




I don't want anyone else
To have your heart
Kiss your lips
Or be in your arms
Because that's only
MY PLACE

No matter how many 
Others I am with
You are the only one 
That I can think about
No matter how many 
Others that I kiss
Your lips are the 
Only ones I want.
No matter how many 
Others I touch
Your body is the 
Only one I dream of.
No matter how many 
Others want my heart
You are the only one 
That I will give it to.
No matter how many 
Others want inside my soul
You are the only one
I will open it to.
No matter how many 
Others there are
They will never compare 
To anything like you.
So, don't leave me,

Even though I don't know why
I want to love you
I can't deny that
I care about you
Because of the passion
With which I love you.
I don't want you 
To believe my words
Instead believe 
What your heart says
And feel my heartbeat
It might reveal the
depth of our relationship

And I'd give up forever
To touch you
'Cause I know that 
You feel me somehow
You're the closest to 
Heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to 
Go home right now
And all I can taste 
Is this moment
And all I can breathe
Is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna
Miss you tonight
And I don't want 
The world to see me
'Cause I don't think 
That they'd understand
When everything's 
Made to be broken
I just want you to 
Know who I am
And you can't fight the 
Tears that aren't coming
Or the moment of 
Truth in your lies
When everything feels
Like the movies
Yeah you bleed just 
To know you're alive
And I don't want 
The world to see me
'Cause I don't think 
That they'd understand
When everything's 
Made to be broken
I just want you to
Know who I am
And I don't want 
The world to see me
'Cause I don't think 
That they'd understand
When everything's made
To be broken
I just want you to 
Know who I am