Why Is Love So Complicated?

 

Why do I love someone

Who doesn't love me in return?

Why do I cry over someone,

Who didn't hurt me?

Why do I always think about him

If he never thought about me?

Why do I always wait for him

If he never waited for me?

Why do I see him

But he doesn't see me?

TELL ME WHY?

Love is an untamed force,

When we try to control it,

It destroys us.

When we try to imprison it,

It enslaves us.

When we try to understand it,

It leaves us feeling lost and confused.

Your sandalwood-sculpted body

Your playful glances
And your gentle smile
Has made me fall
Madly in love with you
Your eyebrows are arched

Beautifully like a bow,
The edges of your eyelids

Are lined with kohl,
The black dot in the

Middle of your forehead,
The smoldering embers

On your lips,
Even if your shadow

Is cast upon it
My barren heart is

Cultivated to full bloom.

Your body is beautiful,

Your mind is beautiful,
You are an idol of beauty,
Although others may not

Need you as much,
I need you eternally.
I have yearned deeply

For you in the past,
Please do not make me

Yearn any longer.

Your sandalwood-sculpted body

Your playful glances

Has made me fall

Madly in love with you.

I ache for your touch

I long for your embrace

I want to feel that one kiss

To feel you holding me.

Feeling your lips against mine

To know your heart

Beats in time with mine.

I want to know if you care 

If you love, If you dream

If you long for a kiss

As well as a touch

I want to know if 

Your heart belongs to mine.

“If only you would kiss me.
Press your lips to mine

Like a searing iron. 

Wrap me in your arms 

As if you were a monarch 

Claiming a kingdom. 

Hold me close until 

I warm through to the core. 

Do this, and I promise 

To melt into you, 

No longer a cold and frozen

Figure in your narrowed sight. 

How devoted I would be 

If only your lips burned for mine!
If only you would kiss me.”

Brazen Love

 

I don't want anyone else

To have your heart

Kiss your lips

Or be in your arms

Because that's only

MY PLACE

No matter how many 

Others I am with

You are the only one 

That I can think about

No matter how many 

Others that I kiss

Your lips are the 

Only ones I want.

No matter how many 

Others I touch

Your body is the 

Only one I dream of.

No matter how many 

Others want my heart

You are the only one 

That I will give it to.

No matter how many 

Others want inside my soul

You are the only one

I will open it to.

No matter how many 

Others there are

They will never compare 

To anything like you.

So, don't leave me,

Even though I don't know why

I want to love you

I can't deny that

I care about you

Because of the passion

With which I love you.

I don't want you 

To believe my words

Instead believe 

What your heart says

And feel my heartbeat

It might reveal the

depth of our relationship

And I'd give up forever

To touch you

'Cause I know that 

You feel me somehow
You're the closest to 

Heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to 

Go home right now
And all I can taste 

Is this moment
And all I can breathe

Is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna

Miss you tonight
And I don't want 

The world to see me
'Cause I don't think 

That they'd understand
When everything's 

Made to be broken
I just want you to 

Know who I am
And you can't fight the 

Tears that aren't coming
Or the moment of 

Truth in your lies
When everything feels

Like the movies
Yeah you bleed just 

To know you're alive
And I don't want 

The world to see me
'Cause I don't think 

That they'd understand
When everything's 

Made to be broken
I just want you to

Know who I am
And I don't want 

The world to see me
'Cause I don't think 

That they'd understand
When everything's made

To be broken
I just want you to 

Know who I am

My Captive Heart

 

My captive heart

My willing soul
I see him walking
I sense the danger
I hear his voice
And my heart stops
He wears a face of the night
Ooh, the perfect stranger
And I'm falling
Ready or not
I don't think about it
Who knows where the wind blows?
No doubt about it
I'll go where he goes
My captive heart
He holds the key to these emotions
My willing soul
Let me drown in this ocean
And I carry the flame,
And I play my part
As long as he is calling
Calling my captive heart
My captive heart
Fire burns, so I've been told
But I like the way it feels
He has a wild passion
That drives away the cold
And I know,
His touch is real
I don't think about it
He leads and I follow
No doubt about it
I'll go where he goes
My captive heart
He holds the key to these emotions
My willing soul
Let me drown in this ocean
And I carry the flame
Like I did from the start
As long as he is calling
Calling my captive heart
Don't think about it
Who knows where the wind blows?
No doubt about it
I'll go where he goes
My love
He holds the key to these emotions
Let me drown in this ocean
And I play my part
As long as he is calling, calling
My willing soul
My captive heart
He holds the key to these emotions
My willing soul
Let me drown in this ocean
And I carry the flame
And I play my part
As long as he is calling
Calling my captive heart
Let me drown in this ocean
And I play my part
Set me free
My captive heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights
When I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
Take back that sad word goodbye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel
Without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights
When I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my heart, oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart, sweet darlin'
Without you, I just can't go on
Say that you love me
Tell me you love me

Tainted Love

I love you because I love you,

Because it would be impossible

For me not to love you.

I love you without question,

Without calculation,

Without reason  good or bad,

Faithfully with all my

Heart and soul, and every faculty.

Believe it, for it is true.

If you cannot believe it,

I am at your side,

I will make a drastic effort

To force you to do so.

I am interested in you. 

All of you. Your sad eyes, 

Your soft smiles, your tears, 

Your courage, and your worries. 

I am at your side now, 

And I will be at your side 

Until you tell me to leave. 

I do not need anyone to 

Tell me who is the mate for me. 

You are mine and I will take 

Every moment with you as a gift.

My heart is for you and you alone.

And you accept it or not 

This is how it will work for me. 

You teach me now how cruel 

You've been? cruel and false. 

Why did you despise me? 

Why did you betray your own heart?

I have not one word of comfort. 

You deserve this. You have killed yourself. 

Yes, you may kiss me, and cry; 

And wring out my kisses and tears: 

They'll rot you, they'll damn you. 

You loved me.

What right had you to leave me? 

What right? answer me? 

For the sake of money and comfort?

Because misery, degradation, and death, 

And nothing that God or Satan 

Could inflict would have parted us, 

You, of your own will, did it. 

I have not broken your heart

You have broken it; and in breaking it, 

You have broken mine. 

So much worse for me that I am strong. 

Do I want to live? 

What kind of living will it be 

Without you? Oh, God! 

Would you like to lie with 

Your soul in the grave?

You are an obsession, I cannot sleep.

I am your possession unopened at your feet.

There's no balance, no equality

Be still, I will not accept defeat.

I will have you. Yes, I will have you.

I will find a way and I will have you.

Like a butterfly, a wild butterfly

I will collect you and capture you.

You are an obsession.

You're my obsession.

Who do you want me to be,

To make you fall for me?

I feed you, I drink you

My day and my night.

I need you, I need you

By sun or candlelight.

You protest you want to leave, Stay.

Oh, there's no alternative.

Your face appears again

I see the beauty there.

But I see danger, stranger beware.

A circumstance in your naked dreams

Your affection is not what it seems.

My fantasy has turned to madness.

And all my goodness

Has turned to badness.

My need to possess you

Has consumed my soul.

My life is trembling

I have no control.

I will have you. Yes, I will have you.

I will find a way and I will have you.

Like a butterfly, a wild butterfly

I will collect you and capture you.

Unattainable Love

It might not be the right time

I might not be the right one

But there's something about us,

There is something between us.

I need you more than anything in my life

I want you more than anything in my life

I'll miss you more than anyone in my life

I love you more than anyone in my life

I will peel back your defenses

Leaving you vulnerable and exposed.

I will claim the deepest parts of your soul,

The hidden areas you did not know existed.

I will take you places so dark that

You'll need me to pull you back out.

I accept nothing less than everything,

This is my passion.

You are the love that 

Came without warning.

You had my heart

Before I could say no.

Denying the connection is harder

To do with each passing day.

The telepathy you share

Cannot be ignored.

Full conversations are beginning to

Take place shifting your thoughts.

Memories of the past

Replay in your head.

Her words are slowly leaving

Imprints upon your heart.

Although you attempt to resist

The fate of your destiny,

It's becoming more apparent that

Standing along her side

Is the main reason for you

In this lifetime.

I earn desperately

To lock you in my arms

To savor this heavenly pleasure

Upon your enticing lips

Let this insatiable hunger

Consume us throughoutly

While listening to our hearts

Controlled by the raging desire

Dancing with sin breathlessly

In the sensual rhythm of love

Do you have any idea

How badly I ache for you?

She leaned into him when she

Felt him standing behind her.

He gently put his hands on her arm

And shoulder and kissed her neck.

"You said it took you most of

Your adult life to find the meaning 

Of life. Why?" she asked him.

He answered: "Because it took

Me that time to find you."

I think there's always tomorrow

I miss your touch on nights

When I'm hollow

I know you crossed a bridge

That I can't follow

Since the love that you left 

Is all that I get

I want you to know that

If I can't be close to you

I'll settle for the ghost of you

I miss you more than life

And if you can't be next to me

Your memory is ecstasy

I miss you more than life

I need more time but 

Time can't be borrowed

I'd leave it all behind

If I could follow

Since the love that you left

Is all that I get.

Marriage By Deception Destroyed In Love

 

Fall in love with someone's dark side.

Find the ugliest parts, the danger that lurks inside

When no one is watching.

Get down deep to the bottom of their soul,

Where you feel as though you've seen hell and 

Love the hell out of that person.

Because if you fall for someone's light 

Before you've stood alone in the dark,

Then you're only loving the person

They show you and that's not real.

Even if you break her heart 

Into a million tiny pieces...

She will forgive you, bless you,

And wish you a good life ahead and move on.

She will cry alone, love you from a distance

For the rest of her life 

But never beg for a space in your life.

That is the heart of a woman,

Who loves from the depths of her soul

But will never force you to love her in return...

I always have you with me in my heart,

There is a secret place only you may enter.

A place where I am free to be me with no holds 

No inhibitions total freedom. A sanctuary I can go to

With no expectations no demands just the 

Freedom to breathe again, speak again, and feel again.

You will always have that part of me that

No one ever has, that piece that was 

Hidden locked away dead and forgotten.

You found the key you breathed the 

New life into me brought me to the light

Taught me how to feel again.

I always have you with me.

This craving of your body itches at my skin,

A plague that can't be cured,

This hankering need to touch your skin

And rip apart limb from limb,

The itch starts to burn as I get a 

Whiff of your deadly scent,

I yearn to get hold of you,

And devour every inch of you...