Saturday, May 6, 2023

Second Chance LOVE


 If you have the awareness
Romantic connection
And emotional maturity
To navigate the obstacles
Life throws at you
Does it really matter
How old is your partner?

Isn't forbidden love delicious?
Tempting and so breathtaking?
When you can't help 
Yourselves from falling...
Even though you know
You're not supposed to.
One of those silent lover's pacts...
Which you can only whisper
In between those stolen moments.

You love him but you know
You can never have him...
"We were never meant to be"
He said with saddened eyes.
Your intuition tells you that
He loves you too...
But the situation makes it all
Impossible for you guys to be together.
Yet you held on tight
Because he is your happiness
And you're his too.
Sometimes he feels confused
Not knowing what to do 
With this relationship after all
It's forbidden, love. 

When he came close to her
Her heart was racing
He smirked; he knew it all.
She began feeling
All kinds of things all at once.
She was getting restless.
"How I love seeing you like this" he teased.
Her cheeks had a pink tint
To that blush of hers.
She wanted more.
Soon he whispered into her ears
"You Are Mine"'
She felt his breath on her neck.
And soon she found herself
In a whole new world.

I don't want to go away from you
And I won't let you go far away from me.
I have stayed away from you for many years
But now, 24 hours and 7 days a week
I want to stay with you.
Can it not happen like that?
I always want to see you
right in front of me.
I know I am very selfish
But until you came into my life
I never liked anything so much
So dearly for myself.
I need you for myself.
I want to know everything about you
What do you like? 
And what you don't like?
Which will make you scared?
And which don't scare you?
What kind of battle 
Did you fight and you lost?
Which night is that, 
When you counted stars all night?
When did you tell
The biggest lie of your life?
What promise is that,
You did not want it to 
Fulfill but it did fulfill?
What promise is that,
You did not want it to break
But it broke?
What are your beautiful dreams?
What is that thing you,
Got it without even asking for it?
What is the thing, you have been
Asking till now but never got it?
What makes you laugh?
And what makes you cry?
What do you want to do?
And why do you want to do it?
Was there anyone else 
In your life before me?
Or is there anyone
Else other than me?
I want to know everything.
I want to know you,
More than you know yourself.
I want to know all these,
So I can feel that we are not only
Connected now, but we know
Each other for a very long time.
Can you help me know you?

Friday, May 5, 2023

Revolving Hearts

 



I am not supposed to love you
I am not supposed to care
I am not supposed to live my life
Wishing You Were There
I am not supposed to wonder
Where you are or what you do
I'm sorry, I just can't help myself
I Fell In Love With You

I can't say one word that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
It doesn't matter 'cause I'm so consumed
Spending all my nights thinking about you
I know that you're the feelin' I'm missing
You know that I hate to admit it
But everything means nothin' if I can't have you
I'm so sorry that my timing's off
But I can't move on if we're still gonna talk
Is it wrong for me to not want half?
I want all of you, all the strings attached
I'm trying to move on
Forget you, but I hold on
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

I can't forget you
Because in life there was and
There will be no one like you.
I think of the time we spend together
And I still feel you right next to me.
I don't till first, but when I do
You disappear.
Your voice echos in me.
A fine melody that I listen for hours
And pass my days climbing towers.
My loneliness reminds me
Of how and what I was
And what you made me.
You gave me life in time
When life was hard.
SO NO
I will never forget you ever.
But just to keep me safe
I'll stop missing you and
I don't know if I'll succeed
But this pain of trying
To forget you will never end.

My Heart aches for you
My eyes cry for you
My senses long for you
I feel numb without you
My smiles wither without you
My soul thirsts for you
My body shivers without you
Please, tell me what to do
I Miss You Like Crazy.

You're always on my mind, day and night
When I think of you, all feels so right
Need to have you, need to hold you
And tell you that I love you.
My dear, I don't want to see us apart
This separation just tears away my heart
I miss you, Oh, I really miss you
Will need you more and more each day
I know I cannot live without you
I miss you, more than words can say.
COME BACK TO ME NOW
YOU BELONG TO ME AND
YOU ARE MINE....JUST MINE...

Broken Heart


It was very painful for me
When you chose someone else over me.
Maybe I wasn't worth your love
I cried hard and blamed god.
But yeah, 
Then I realized, It was only me
Who craved for your happiness
In my every prayer to god.

It hurts when you're being ignored
By the person whose
Attention is the only thing
You want in the world.

We all have that one person
Whose name alone still makes
Our hearts hurt, and every wound
Healed or not, suddenly rips us
Open to remind us of the time
We loved someone and lost
Part of ourselves along the way

Oh Lord of mine, Don't let love
Trouble anyone like this
Let the talk of the heart remain inside
Let it not come on the lips
You didn't even think of me
What should I tell anyone now
My heart cried and my eyes are full of tears
I gave You all my happiness
I gave You the smile from my lips
The breadth of Your hair started flowing
It brought me messages of faithfulness
You have kept Our love nicely
That moon shall visit
My courtyard now
It shall fill this lonely lap of mine
I have concieved this child of Yours
What should I tell anyone now
O Lover of mine, O Lover of mine
I made a mistake
I didn't say a word to You
If I would have the strength
To tell what my heart feels for You
Then You wouldn't have gone away from Me
No one understands the pain of others.

Lost and lonely coz you're the only
One that knows me and
I can't be without you
What's this, that exists between
You and me
It's an unseen, unheard of a story
It seems now that my life is empty
Every breath of mine also feels empty
Without You
There's some uncomfort
In the breeze without You
Why do all the moments
Seem like strangers
They don't look at me in the eye
There's a dense loneliness spreading over
The destinations are
Getting lost in the roads
Now all my prayers
Have gone away unheard
They remained without You
Why did the light leave
The grap of my hand in the path?
And here, why is the evening
Looking the other way
Which is making every morning
Into a cruel night

Friday, April 21, 2023

Shades Of Love

 

You are mine, at this moment, 
You are mine, tomorrow.
Things may or may not remain the same,
Maybe something happens
That you don't remain yourself,
Maybe something happens 
That I don't remain myself.
Maybe our paths diverge,
And we get lost while walking.
But I'll still love you, I'll still love you.
I'll die for this love, but I'll still love you.
O my life, in every silence,
I'll sing the songs of your love.
And I'll still love you, I'll still love you.
I'll die for this love, but I'll still love you.
You are necessary for me, like air for breathing.
I look for you like feet look for the earth.
Whether I have to laugh or cry,
I look for you like someone crazy.
Whether you are in love with me tomorrow or not,
Whether I have permission tomorrow or not,
With the pieces of my broken heart with me,
I'll stick to your door only.
But I'll still love you, I'll still love you.
I'll die for this love, but I'll still love you.
Since you met me, I feel more golden
Now I don't smile just with my lips
But with my entire body.
My days and nights are beautiful,
All this is because of you only.
This companionship will not be there forever,
You'd be somewhere and I'd be somewhere else.
But when you remember me,
I'll become the wind and come.
And I'll still love you, I'll still love you.
I'll die for this love, but I'll still love you.


I had fallen in love and I also admitted it.
I was wildly, passionately, and ecstatically in love
Got caught up in the tale of your love.
I'm bothered by them all
Even the smell of your presence and your departure.
I haven't seen you in a long time
I need to meet you.
Please be aware of the bitter pain in my voice
I am expressing my beloved.
I had fallen in love, and I also admitted it.
My desire is to make you my bride.
On your palm, I would henna draw my name
I would take all of your issues.
I would turn away an ill eye from you.
It is my wish to have you for the rest of my life.
Look here, being faithful in love is not tough
My entire universe is in your eyes.
Please make an effort to understand
What I have never been able to explain.
You are my entire world
And my only support system.
I'm praying for you
Pay attention as I scream out my pain.
I had fallen in love, and I also admitted it

I don't have to live without you.
What do I explain to you,
Without you, my heart is nowhere,
My heart and mind aren't into anything,
 I am unable to concentrate on anything.
What do you know about my love,
I wait for you.
You're my heart, and you're my life too.
My heart has chosen the path of your heart.
Had you been with me, 
My life would have been easier.
My life is now yours. What do I do?
You've got to believe me.
You didn't do good, by breaking my heart.
My eyes repent a lot,
Having fallen in love with your eyes.
Where can I go leaving you, you're my shadow.
In your face only I see my God.
My wish, Oh, is that I bow to you always,
You listen to my approval.

Thursday, December 15, 2022

Wicked Heart (Scott Brothers - Book 2)

 

I took an arrow to the heart
I never kissed a mouth 
That tastes like yours
Strawberries and somethin' more
Ooh yeah, I want it all
Lipstick on my guitar 
Fill up the engine, 
We can drive real far
Go dancin' underneath the stars
Ooh yeah, I want it all
Mm, you got me feelin' like
I wanna be that guy, 
I wanna kiss your eyes
I wanna drink that smile, 
I wanna feel like 
My soul's on fire, 
I wanna stay up all
Day and all night
Ooh, I love it when 
You do it like that
And when you're close up, 
Give me the shivers
Into the car in the backseat 
In the moonlit dark
Wrap me up between 
Your legs and arms
Ooh, I can't get enough
You know you could 
Tear me apart and put me 
Back together and take my heart
I never thought that 
I could love this hard
Ooh, I can't get enough
Baby, you burn so hot
You make me shiver 
With the fire you got
This thing we started, 
I don't want it to stop

I won't lie to you, 
I know he's just 
Not right for you. 
And you can tell 
Me if I'm off, but 
I see it on your face
When you say that 
He's the one that you want
And you're spending 
All your time
In this wrong situation.
And anytime you want it to stop
I know I can treat you 
Better than he can
And any girl like you 
Deserves a gentleman
Tell me, why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should 
Be with me instead?
I'll stop time for you
The second you say 
You'd like me too
I just wanna give you the 
Loving that you're missing
Baby, just to wake up with you
Would be everything I need, 
And this could be so different
Tell me what you want to do
Give me a sign
Take my hand, we'll be fine
Promise I won't let you down
Just know that you don't
Have to do this alone
Promise I'll never let you down.

You hurt me
And it's breaking my heart
Deserted me
All the love you just start
You hurt me
And you know I can feel
The pain inside
As if I had died
How unfair it is
I wished the best for you
Only because
I love you
No matter what you do
I love you
Even though we're through
You hurt me
And I don't want to cry
I can't hold back
The tears from my eyes
I just can't live
Without you by my side
You corrupted me
From feeling like this
Without your love
I just don't exist
What a pleasure to know
In a kiss
You're the only one
I surely miss
Only cuz I love you
No matter what you do
I love you
Even though we're through
You hurt me
And all of the time
I was gladly
Falling in love
And the way that it was
You really saved me
From my boredom and pain
And you loved me
That was the victory
But you got engaged
And it hurt me
No matter what you do
I love you
Even though we're through
You hurt me
And I don't know what to do
The torment that I went through
You hurt me
And I was squished like a bug
My heart has suffered so much
For you love
Because you hurt me
Because I love you
No matter what you do
I love you
Even though we're through
You hurt me
And it's you that I love

Tuesday, November 29, 2022

Savage Heart (Scott Brothers - Book 1)

 


She wanted him.
He was her definition of desire.
She never knew how engulfing
The flames could be till now.
The only thing that could bring her
Back to life are his lips and his hands.
She would follow him to the end of time
Just to have another moment with him.
All she knew was she missed him
And nothing else made sense
Until she could be with him again.
This is what it felt like to fall
And not care where you land.

There is a moment

Between a glance and a kiss

Where the world stops,

For the briefest of times.

And the only thing between us

Is the anticipation

Of your lips on mine

A moment so intense

It hangs in the air

As it pulls us closer

We realize

It’s only just beginning.

Have I told you yet...
How much you mean to me...
Have I told you yet...
About all the happiness
You bring to me...
Have I told you yet...
That you mean
The world to me...
You are the best thing
That's ever happened to me...
Just in case I haven't...
I want you to know...
I Love You and
I will wait for you
For the day you love me back...

When I say, I Love You
It's not because I want you
Or because I can't have you.
It has nothing to do with me.
I love what you are,
What you do, how you try.
I've seen your kindness and strength.
I've seen the best and the worst of you.
And I understand with perfect
Clarity exactly what you are.
You're a hell of a person.
And I am not willing to
Lose you for anyone else.

Wednesday, November 16, 2022

Her Betrayal

 
I never wanna lose you

These are the words you said
I will never hurt you
But look what you've done instead
You promised me forever
But still, I wake up alone
I see you when my eyes are closed
But when I open them, you are gone
I still believe, yeah
What you said to me
That you wouldn't leave
Now who is gonna save me if you can't
If you can't hear me now
If you can't see me now
I wanna feel you but I can't get through
I'm crazy enough to still depend on you
So who's gonna save me now
I don't wanna walk alone
And I don't turn off the lights at night
Everything I do is wrong
Baby, I need you to make things right
I still believe, yeah
What you said to me
That you wouldn't ever leave
Now who is gonna save me if you can't
If you can't hear me now
If you can't see me now
I wanna feel you but I can't get through
I'm crazy enough to still depend on you
So who's gonna save me now
But you

I want to hug you
I want to kiss you
I want to hold you in my arms
And feel your breath inside of me.
Feel your pulse throughout my veins,
Feel every detail of your skin.
I want you
Every flaw, every weakness
Every little thing that is
A part of you, I want.
I want all of you.

You hurt me so badly,
So many times.
It hurts the most
When the pain is caused
By someone that we love
So deeply and passionately.
I shouldn't love you anymore
Because of all of the pain
That you put me through,
But I still love you.
I still love you
With every ounce of my being,
With every shattered
Pieces of my heart.
My love for you is true.
My love for you runs deep.
I love you so much
More than I could speak
Or show you.
My love for you
Is unconditional.

If you love me, why are you
The one that breaks me the most?
Why are you the one
That hurts me the most?
Why do I still continue
To search for you.
To reach for you.
To comfort you.
Regardless of what
You've done to me.

I am sorry for hurting you,
It was not my intention to leave you.
It was hard for me too.
My heart also shattered,
When I had to leave you.
Now I can't bear this distance
The hatred in your eyes.
I know I can't change the past,
But I can change the future.
Please give me another chance
To prove my love to you.
I can't live without you
Please forgive me.
I love you.
I always have and I always will.
I promise I will never
Leave you again.