You Are The Bane Of My Existence

 

All I find myself is thinking about you, 

All I find myself being 

Able to breathe for . . . Is you. 

Do you think that 

I want to be in this position? 

Contending with these thoughts 

Of wanting to be nowhere except with you. 

Wanting to run away with you. 

And acting on the most impure, 

Forbidden desires, no matter . . . 

How much I must remind myself 

There can never be anything between us

Love isn't about being afraid 

That it will all be snatched away. 

Love's about finding the one person 

Who makes your heart complete, 

Who makes you a better person 

Than you ever dreamed you could be. 

It's about looking in the eyes 

And knowing all the way to your bones, 

That she's simply the best person

You've ever known

Listen to me and listen well, 

Because I'm only going to say this once. 

I desire you. I burn for you.

 I can't sleep at night for wanting you. 

Even when I didn't like you, 

I lusted for you. 

It's the most maddening, 

Beguiling, damnable thing, 

But there it is. 

And if I hear one more word 

Of nonsense from your lips, 

I'm going to have my way with you 

A hundred different ways, 

Until you finally get it 

Through your silly skull 

That you are the most beautiful 

And desirable woman in 

The whole damn world

And you can be only mine

Do you think that there 

Is a corner of this Earth 

That you could travel to 

Far away enough to 

Free me from this torment? 

My father raised me to act with honor, 

But that honor is hanging 

By a thread that grows 

More precarious with every moment 

I spend in your presence. 

You are the bane of my existence, 

And the object of all my desires. 

Night and day, I dream of you... 

I have never met anyone like you. 

It is maddening, how much 

You consume my very being.

I cannot imagine my life without you,

 and that is why I wish to marry you

Can't Help Falling In Love With You

 

I don't know what to name it.

Not love. Not hate.

But something.

Like an itch 

That wouldn't abate.

You were always there,

Under my skin.

The higher you build walls

Around your heart

The Harder you fall

When someone tears them down

In life, you have to take 

The pace that love goes. 

You don’t force it. 

You just don’t force love, 

You don’t force falling in love, 

You don’t force being in love

 You just become. 

You just cannot explain,

 But you just feel it.

Wise men say

Only fools rush in

But I can't help falling in love with you

Shall I stay?

Would it be a sin

If I can't help falling in love with you?

… Like a river flows

Surely to the sea

Darling, so it goes

Some things are meant to be

… Take my hand

Take my whole life too

For I can't help falling in love with you

Loving You Is The Only Plan I Have

 

I'll admit it.

I'm the type of woman

That needs your attention.

I like talking all day long

And getting cute random texts

That let me know that 

You were thinking about me.

I like it when you show me off

And let the world know I'm yours

But still, keep our business low-key.

I'm not asking you to

Spend all your money on me

Or make your world revolve around me.

But make me feel wanted

And make me feel I'm loved

And make me believe

I'm yours and you are mine.

You belong to me, Precious.

You belong with me.

I won't let anything come between us.

I won't let anything hurt you

I crave you … 

From the tip of your head 

To the curve of your ankles. 

I crave you … 

I want to crawl inside you 

And listen to your soft heartbeat 

And the blood flowing 

Through your veins. 

I crave you...

I long to hold you in my arms, 

To kiss you, to cuddle with you

I crave you...

 I want you and only you. 

All my past cravings stopped 

The moment I saw you 

And I realized you

Veedani Bandham Anubandham

 

 If two people are intended

To find each other,

The universe will always

Find a way of connecting them.,

Even when all hope seems lost,

Some bonds cannot be broken...

Love always finds its own

Unique way to reach you.

I still have feelings for you.

And no matter how many times

I tell myself that

I am better off without you,

But a part of me just won't let go.

If I could have just one wish

I would wish to wake up every day

To the sound of your breath on my neck,

The warmth of your lips on my cheek,

The touch of your fingers on my skin,

And the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find 

That  Feeling with anyone other than you.

Bonds Of Love And Hate

 

You can close your eyes

To the things you

Don't want to see

But you can't

Close your heart

To the things

You don't want to feel.

You can't force

Someone to love you

Or want you.

But one day you will

Make them realize

What they lost.

Nothing hurts more than

Realizing he meant

Everything to you

And you meant

Nothing to him.

It hurts when you

Have someone 

In your heart

But you can't

Have them in

Your Arms.

Lovestruck

 

From where does it come?

This attraction, 

This sudden uncontrolled desire.

Lovestruck, pierced by cupid,

Victim of Eros mischief,

Venus rise's within me,

Awakening my goddess,

The Fates join the game,

Stir the mortal realm.

Weaving bonds of 

Illicit passion, Trying knots,

Weaving sticky webs

We cannot escape from.

I never was struck before

That hour with love

So sudden and so sweet.

Her face bloomed

Like a sweet flower

And stole my 

Heart away complete.

When love strikes us hard

And makes mush of our brain,

When love sneaks in

And makes us insane,

All sense can depart

And leave the brain blank,

When love like that strikes

It can drain our whole heart.

So beware of the power

You exert over me,

For I am under your spell;

That's clear as can be.

Whenever you're near,

My brain slips out of joint;

I fight my love,

But what is the point?

You're my strength 

And my weakness,

For I love you so dearly,

And I hope our love shines

Through the years just as clearly.

Unforgivable Sin

 

Nothing else wounds so 

Deeply and irreparably. 

Nothing else robs us 

Of hope so much as being 

Unloved by one we love

That’s the funny thing 

About old hurts

They just wait for new 

Heartache to come along 

And then show up,

Just as sharp and horrible 

As the first day you 

Woke up with the world 

Changed all around you

I am not supposed to Love You,

I am not supposed to Care,

I am not supposed to live my life

Wishing you were there.

I am not supposed to wonder

Where you are or what you do...

I'm sorry, I can't help myself

I'm in Love With You!!

Why do I still love you?

You have hurt me,

You have broken me,

You have given tears in my eyes.

I no longer trust anyone,

I no longer smile,

You have erased happiness

From my life.

You made me feel lonely

You left me heartbroken,

But still, I love you how stupid am I.