Nothing else wounds so
Deeply and irreparably.
Nothing else robs us
Of hope so much as being
Unloved by one we love
That’s the funny thing
About old hurts
They just wait for new
Heartache to come along
And then show up,
Just as sharp and horrible
As the first day you
Woke up with the world
Changed all around you
I am not supposed to Love You,
I am not supposed to Care,
I am not supposed to live my life
Wishing you were there.
I am not supposed to wonder
Where you are or what you do...
I'm sorry, I can't help myself
I'm in Love With You!!
Why do I still love you?
You have hurt me,
You have broken me,
You have given tears in my eyes.
I no longer trust anyone,
I no longer smile,
You have erased happiness
From my life.
You made me feel lonely
You left me heartbroken,
But still, I love you how stupid am I.