Friday, September 29, 2023

Bleeding Hearts


By the time you held me in your arms

I felt hatred.

By the time you kissed me

I felt disgusted.

You promised me a kingdom,

You couldn't rule.

You promised me a treasure,

You couldn't hunt.

You brought me nothing,

But misery and pain,

Followed by a broken heart.

It's like you took a knife

From your hand,

Straight into my soul.

You stabbed me once

I bleed love.

You stabbed me twice

I bleed tears.

You stabbed me thrice,

You broke my heart

Into a bleeding heart.


You are my life

You are my every happiness.

You are my love

You are my devotion and my passion.

You are my romance

You are my love story.

You are my life

You are my every happiness.

You are the feeling of my first love.

You are my thirst which

Cannot be extinguished.

You are my first desire

You are my last.

You are my life.

You are my every happiness.

My heart's each wound

Gives you blessings and good wishes.

I wish that God would give you

All the happiness and

Gives me all sadness.

I could not forget you

That is my weakness.

You are my life

You are my every happiness.


I was told not to hurt the heart

Of the one, I love so much.

But when I was busy

Taking care of that heart...

I never noticed

My own was bleeding.


I can't completely let go of YOU
Let go of US...
All I can say is I Love You.
I know you don't want to hear it
But it makes no sense
To pretend I don't.
The pain of losing you
Will still be there.
The Love we shared and
Gave to each other
Will always remain in
My Heart Forever.

In a way, it was the same as
Any normal break-up.
You took what was yours
And I kept what I would have
From before we were together.
YOU TOOK MY HEART
AND I HAD NOTHING...

Everything that I want
I want from you
But I just can't have you.
Everything that I need
I need from you
But I just can't have you.
I want to tell you everything
I want to tell you things
That I have never told anybody.
I miss you but I can't see you.
I want you so bad
But I know I can't have you.
Why is it so hard for me
To stop thinking of you.
You're everything I ever wanted
And everything I'll never have.
If I can't have you,
Then I don't want anyone.
I ONLY WANT YOU
I JUST WANT TO HAVE YOU
HERE WITH ME...

Monday, September 25, 2023

Why Is Love So Complicated?

 


Why do I love someone
Who doesn't love me in return?
Why do I cry over someone,
Who didn't hurt me?
Why do I always think about him
If he never thought about me?
Why do I always wait for him
If he never waited for me?
Why do I see him
But he doesn't see me?
TELL ME WHY?

Love is an untamed force,
When we try to control it,
It destroys us.
When we try to imprison it,
It enslaves us.
When we try to understand it,
It leaves us feeling lost and confused.

Your sandalwood-sculpted body

Your playful glances
And your gentle smile
Has made me fall
Madly in love with you
Your eyebrows are arched

Beautifully like a bow,
The edges of your eyelids

Are lined with kohl,
The black dot in the

Middle of your forehead,
The smoldering embers

On your lips,
Even if your shadow

Is cast upon it
My barren heart is

Cultivated to full bloom.

Your body is beautiful,

Your mind is beautiful,
You are an idol of beauty,
Although others may not

Need you as much,
I need you eternally.
I have yearned deeply

For you in the past,
Please do not make me

Yearn any longer.

Your sandalwood-sculpted body

Your playful glances

Has made me fall

Madly in love with you.


I ache for your touch

I long for your embrace

I want to feel that one kiss

To feel you holding me.

Feeling your lips against mine

To know your heart

Beats in time with mine.

I want to know if you care 

If you love, If you dream

If you long for a kiss

As well as a touch

I want to know if 

Your heart belongs to mine.


“If only you would kiss me.
Press your lips to mine
Like a searing iron. 
Wrap me in your arms 
As if you were a monarch 
Claiming a kingdom. 
Hold me close until 
I warm through to the core. 
Do this, and I promise 
To melt into you, 
No longer a cold and frozen
Figure in your narrowed sight. 
How devoted I would be 
If only your lips burned for mine!
If only you would kiss me.”

Brazen Love

 




I don't want anyone else
To have your heart
Kiss your lips
Or be in your arms
Because that's only
MY PLACE

No matter how many 
Others I am with
You are the only one 
That I can think about
No matter how many 
Others that I kiss
Your lips are the 
Only ones I want.
No matter how many 
Others I touch
Your body is the 
Only one I dream of.
No matter how many 
Others want my heart
You are the only one 
That I will give it to.
No matter how many 
Others want inside my soul
You are the only one
I will open it to.
No matter how many 
Others there are
They will never compare 
To anything like you.
So, don't leave me,

Even though I don't know why
I want to love you
I can't deny that
I care about you
Because of the passion
With which I love you.
I don't want you 
To believe my words
Instead believe 
What your heart says
And feel my heartbeat
It might reveal the
depth of our relationship

And I'd give up forever
To touch you
'Cause I know that 
You feel me somehow
You're the closest to 
Heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to 
Go home right now
And all I can taste 
Is this moment
And all I can breathe
Is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna
Miss you tonight
And I don't want 
The world to see me
'Cause I don't think 
That they'd understand
When everything's 
Made to be broken
I just want you to 
Know who I am
And you can't fight the 
Tears that aren't coming
Or the moment of 
Truth in your lies
When everything feels
Like the movies
Yeah you bleed just 
To know you're alive
And I don't want 
The world to see me
'Cause I don't think 
That they'd understand
When everything's 
Made to be broken
I just want you to
Know who I am
And I don't want 
The world to see me
'Cause I don't think 
That they'd understand
When everything's made
To be broken
I just want you to 
Know who I am

Sunday, September 24, 2023

My Captive Heart

 

My captive heart
My willing soul
I see him walking
I sense the danger
I hear his voice
And my heart stops
He wears a face of the night
Ooh, the perfect stranger
And I'm falling
Ready or not
I don't think about it
Who knows where the wind blows?
No doubt about it
I'll go where he goes
My captive heart
He holds the key to these emotions
My willing soul
Let me drown in this ocean
And I carry the flame,
And I play my part
As long as he is calling
Calling my captive heart
My captive heart
Fire burns, so I've been told
But I like the way it feels
He has a wild passion
That drives away the cold
And I know,
His touch is real
I don't think about it
He leads and I follow
No doubt about it
I'll go where he goes
My captive heart
He holds the key to these emotions
My willing soul
Let me drown in this ocean
And I carry the flame
Like I did from the start
As long as he is calling
Calling my captive heart
Don't think about it
Who knows where the wind blows?
No doubt about it
I'll go where he goes
My love
He holds the key to these emotions
Let me drown in this ocean
And I play my part
As long as he is calling, calling
My willing soul
My captive heart
He holds the key to these emotions
My willing soul
Let me drown in this ocean
And I carry the flame
And I play my part
As long as he is calling
Calling my captive heart
Let me drown in this ocean
And I play my part
Set me free
My captive heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights
When I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
Take back that sad word goodbye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel
Without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights
When I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my heart, oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart, sweet darlin'
Without you, I just can't go on
Say that you love me
Tell me you love me