Tuesday, February 15, 2022

My Love Is A Beautiful Disaster

You're my Devil
You're my Angel
You're my Heaven
You're my Hell
But still, I hope
Maybe... You Can Be Mine!

I know I can't have you right now
Or a week from now,
Or a month
Or maybe 
Even a year from now.
I know that 
Eventually, however,
You will be Mine
And I will be Yours.
And that is enough

I can't wait to have your
Heartbeat against mine.
Your strong arms
Wrapped around me.
To breathe in your scent.
For in that silence,
I'll feel like I'm home.

Can I keep you with me?
And never let you go.
Can I hold you in my heart?
And hug you forever.
Can I tell the world?
How lucky I'm to 
Have you in my life.
Or simply say.....
Can you be mine?
For the rest of my life?

I knew the second I met you
That there was something 
About you I needed. 
Turns out it wasn’t something 
About you at all. 
It was just you.

“You can’t tell me what to do anymore, 
I don’t belong to you!”
In the second it took him
To turn and face me, 
His expression had contorted into anger.
He stomped towards me, 
Planting his hands on my shoulders 
And leaning into my face.
“WELL, I BELONG TO YOU!”
The veins in his neck bulged 
As he shouted, I met his glare, 
Refusing to even flinch. 
He looked at my lips, 
Panting. “I belong to you.”
And he claimed it.

“You know why I want you? 
I didn’t know I was lost 
Until you found me.
 I didn’t know what alone was 
Until the first night, I spent
Without you in my bed. 
You’re the one thing, I’ve got right. 
You’re what I’ve been waiting for.
I don't get scared very often,
But I was scared the first morning 
I woke up and you weren't there. 
I was scared when you left me.
I've never been so clear 
About anything in my life. 
When I found you back
Nothing else mattered.
I didn't even know if this love
Works for us or not
I just wanted to be where you were,
Whatever that meant. 
The only thing I'm afraid of 
Is a life without you.