Wednesday, January 26, 2022

Why The Heart Must Go Wrong?

 



I hate you and then I love You.
It is like I want to throw you off a cliff
then rush to the bottom to catch you...
So at this point, I guess
I should pretty much hate you
but for some reasons 
I can't explain, I don't
Let me love you, but don't love me back
Do love me and let me hate you for a while.
Let me feel like I have some control
because I know I never do.
No matter how Impossible,
Unattainable or Unimaginable
Our love may seem...
If it's meant to be, It'll be. 

What can the heart do? 
When someone falls in love,
Dont know where, when, or 
With whom, someone falls in love,
The walls of the Customs of this world are so high
Neither you can control it, nor can I
Just like a cloud that leans over a mountain,
Just like a wave that rises in the ocean,
A sight comes to a stop at some face.
None of the worldly customs
Can stop a look of the eye
Neither you can control it, nor can I
Come, I'll forget everyone
In memory of you, I'll paint the world 
With the image of you, If I could,
I'd tear my heart and show you.
Along with blood, your love runs in my veins
Neither you can control it, nor can I...

What my life is searching for
Is this the same destination?
Just to rest here forever peacefully
Why does my heart wish that?
I’ve found new emotions
I don’t know what this effect is
I’ve found a new hope
As someone has finally accepted me
Like some poet’s beautiful poem
Which gives a moment’s peace to the soul
I’ve found someone...
As if a lonesome wanderer has found a home
Like mornings of a new season
Or afternoons in the winter
I’ve found someone...
As if a wanderer has found a home
Just a shore that offers support
I found her on some turning
Like a star that shines at night
In the same way, she lightens up the city
She made me forget all my pain
She had such an effect on me
She is teaching me how to live again
Like the rain that drenches everything
Or the satisfaction that one has
After applying ointment to the wound
I’ve found someone...
As if a wanderer has found a home
Like mornings of a new season
Or afternoons in the winter
I’ve found someone...
As if a wanderer has found a home
This smiling face is protecting me
Yet no one knows what is hiding
In the ocean of her heart
She gives shade to everyone else
While standing in the sun herself
Even when she is wounded
Why do I feel the pain?
Oh, my heart! Tell me 
What are Your intentions
I was a restless bird
That was flying from place to place
I’ve found someone...
As if a wanderer has found a home
Like mornings of a new season
Or afternoons in the winter
I’ve found someone...
As if a wanderer has found a home