Monday, November 15, 2021

Priyamaina Satruvu (My Dearest Enemy) Part 2

 



I desire to be with you
I miss you
I feel lonely
When I can't see you
I am obsessed with you
Fascinated by you
Infatuated with you
I hunger for your taste, your smell
The feel of your soul touching mine

Because I Love You and 
I have never loved anyone before...
I don't want anyone else to feel
how you make me feel
You know that I am selfish 
and possessive when it comes to you
I want every one of your smiles
every laugh, every tear, and everything
ALL OF IT 
I WANT IT AND
I WANT IT ALL TO MYSELF
Even your shadow is mine
The thought of anyone else 
having you is like a knife 
twisting in my dark soul...

I am scared as hell to want you
But here I am wanting you anyway
I'm addicted to the way
 I feel when I think of you 
Also to the feeling 
when you look at me and smile. 

Tuesday, November 9, 2021

Priyamaina Satruvu (My Dearest Enemy) Part 1

 


            Listen carefully to me Sweetheart!!
Because I'm giving you fair warning
That I won't let you do this to us.
You gave me your love
And I will not let you take it away.
The harder you try, the harder I'll fight you.
I'll haunt your dreams at night,
Exactly the way you haunted mine
Every night I was away from you.
You'll lie awake in bed at night,
The same way I was lying awake
thinking about you and missing you.
And when you can't stand it anymore
You'll come back to me
And I will be waiting for you.
I'll cry in your arms and I'll tell you
I'm sorry for everything I have done.
And you'll help me
Find a way to forgive myself.

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
but I can't help 
Falling in love with you
Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin?
If I can't help 
Falling in love with you
Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things, you know, 
Are meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole life too
For I can"t help 
Falling in love with you
For I can"t help
Falling in love with you

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Black & White LOVE

 


Love is not perfect...
It is not a fairy tale 
Or a storybook
And it does not 
Always come easy.
Love is overcoming obstacles, 
Facing challenges
Fighting to be together, 
Holding on, and 
Never letting go.
It is a short word, 
Easy to spell,
Difficult to define, and 
Impossible to live without.
Love is work, 
But most of all, 
Love is realizing that 
Every hour, every minute, 
Every second of it
Was worth it because 
You did it together.  

As he stood behind her, 
Embracing her fears... 
All she felt was peace. 
She felt protected, 
Cherished, loved. 
He was barely touching 
Her physically 
But with his mind, 
He possessed her thoughts, 
Her aches, her desires... 
And she just felt free. 
She knew her soul 
Had finally come home 
And in this one 
Moment in time, 
Nothing else existed... 
Just two of them 
In a vacuum 
Of their own making...

Sunday, May 2, 2021

You Will Be Mine Forever

 



If I hadn’t met you,
I wouldn’t like you.
If I hadn’t liked you,
I wouldn’t love you.
If I wouldn’t love you,
I wouldn’t miss you
But I did, I do and I will..

You will be mine forever
In my heart...
No one can change that ...
Even if you hate me...

How can I forget You?
When you are always on my mind
How can I not want You?
When you are all I want inside
How can I let you go?
When I cannot see us apart
How can I not love you?
When you control my heart


Hate To Love You

 



I Love You, But I Hate You

I Miss You, But I’m Better Off Without You

I Want You Out Of My Life

But I Never Want To Let You Go.


“It shouldn’t bother me, but it does

I shouldn’t care about you, but I do

I should hate you, but I don’t”


I hate when you ignore me

But I don’t want you to see me...

I hate when you talk with other girls

But I don’t want you to see me...

I hate when you are close to someone else 

But I don’t want you to see me...

I hate when you love someone else 

But I don’t want you to see me...

Because I know it is impossible between us

And it is better that I love you from one side...


Arrogant Love

 


I could have anything but all I want is YOU.


People accuse me of

Being arrogant all the time

I am not arrogant

But I am focused...


I cannot fix on the hour,

Or the spot, or the look

Or the words which

Laid the foundation. 

It was too long ago.

I was in the middle

Before I knew that I had begun

To fall in love with you...


If you give her your hand, remember this...

She loves to be owned by you, Only You

She loves to feel your Dominance

She loves it when you claim her

in Infront of everybody

She loves when you tell the world

That she is yours

She loves it when you touch her

Even without your hands

She loves to get your attention

And knowing your focus is on her

But most of all.....

She Will Love You, Only You!!!!

Wednesday, March 3, 2021

Vengeance Of The HEART

 


He'd stolen my freedom, my life.
And somehow along the way, 
Without me realizing it
He'd also stolen my heart!!
Whatever you take from him,
It'll be always less than
What he would have gotten.
Because I would have given 
Myself willingly to him, 
My BODY and SOUL, 
And there is nothing 
You can do about it.

OUR first KISS awakened 
Something in ME
I had trouble caging in a HUNGER 
So unrestrained and wild
Tt threatened to awake 
The parts of my nature
That had no place in a MARRIAGE.
I fought the desire, 
Held on to my outward control,
Even though I knew 
It was a losing battle.
I wanted her like 
Most men would want a 
Woman of her beauty. 
I  wanted to OWN her, 
IMPRESS her and 
POSSESS her HEART.

This wedding wasn't about love, 
Or trust, or choice
It was about duty and vengeance.
A bond to ensure future
My feelings didn't matter, never had
There is no way out of this union for me.
I am his until the bitter end.
Something in his dark eyes shifted, 
Something hungry and lethal unfurling,
And he leaned closer,
His breath hot against my lips
"YOU ARE PLAYING A 
DANGEROUS GAME, ANGEL"

"TREAT ME LIKE A GAME
AND I WILL SHOW YOU
HOW IT'S PLAYED,
SWEETHEART!"


He thought she had
A heart of stone
But little did he know, 
She was a love unknown
He tried to resist, 
But her charm drew him in
And their chemistry, 
Was a love he couldn't win
He fell for her beauty,
Llike a star in the night
And her touch ignited,
A burning passion light
But his heart still held,
A vengeance of heart
A pain that lingered, 
A love that fell apart
He's torn between his head, 
And his heart's desire
A love that's pure and true, 
Or a burning fire
But she sees the real him, 
Behind his mask of pride
And knows that love  can heal
His heart's hardened side
Perhaps in time, he'll see 
The truth in her eyes
And love her for who she is, 
With a heart full of surprise
Their love will shine bright, 
Like a beacon in the night
Guiding them home,
To a love that's pure and right
Their love will conquer,
The vengeance of the heart
And heal the wounds, 
That once tore them apart.