Saturday, December 16, 2023

Unpredictable Love


 

The best love is unexpected. 

You don't just pick someone 

And cross your fingers

That it'll work out. 

You meet them by fate and

It's an instant connection, 

And the chemistry we share

Is way above your head. 

You just talk and notice

The way their lips curve 

When they smile or 

The color of their eyes. 

And all at once you know 

You're either lucky or screwed.


That all-consuming kiss 

That truly means something,

Sharing it with the special someone

You can’t get out of your head, 

So that when your lips finally 

Do touch, it’s electric, cosmic. 

You feel it everywhere. 

They stir your emotions, 

Your heart, your very soul.

When you find the right person

That kiss truly is everything

All consuming, earth-shattering, epic!!

At that moment it was undeniable

That your soul has found its mate,

You are home.


I like you. I don't ask you 

To reciprocate the feeling. 

All I ask you is to respect what I feel. 

Because falling for you was 

Never something I planned.

I desire to be with you. I miss you. 

I feel lonely when I can’t see you. 

I am obsessed with you, 

Fascinated by you, infatuated with you. 

I hunger for your taste, your smell, 

The feel of your soul touching mine.


My heart beats for you.

My body craves your touch.

My soul yearns to be infused 

With yours for two to become one.

I whisper your name

And it escaped from my lips

Like a sacred song.

You fill the hours of my day

With the thoughts of you.

And at night you call me to

Dance the dance of love.

The longing that I have for you

Is like a wild storm

Building on the horizon.

You stir my senses

And set my passion on fire.

I am breathless.


You came into my life

One day at a time unexpectedly

Falling for you was so easy

That was not the plan

Living in a world of blue

You saw my walls and 

Jumped right through

If I'm honest I never saw you 

Coming, tripping, falling into

My arms, straight to my heart.

You're all I ever wanted

Didn't know you were my

Unexpected Love.

As hours turned into months

I'll only say this once

That it's you and me

We go together so perfectly

You had me on my knee

A fairytale for me

Our lives have just begun

You were mine from day one.

Irresistible Desire


Love  is the irresistible desire
To be irresistibly desired.

I am a wild lover.
Love consumes me. I let go.
My soul boils inside me.
My kisses will stain your skin
My eyes will burn your heart.
I will break you and I will fix you.
I am addictive. I am yours.

It isn’t any gain nor it’s any loss
I don’t know why your absence
Feels like your presence.
With you only my day starts
A pleasant evening comes.
Every moment I breathe
My life gets a meaning with you only.
Your eyes are in my eyes
Your arms are in my arms
There is nothing of mine within me.
What has happened
Your words are in my words
My nights are your gifts
Why has all of me become yours?
What has happened
Wherever I go I meet you there
With you only, there is silence in loud noise
There is a slight unconsciousness
Half a promise at times
More than half at times
My heart desires that
I make that of faithfulness.
Even on separating it doesn’t separate
Even on breaking it doesn’t break
The string has been attached
With you of faithfulness.
I’m because of you
Whatever I’ve become today
With you only I find the paths
I find the destinations
It isn’t any gain nor it’s any loss
I don’t know why your absence
Feels like your presence.

Love has broken many hearts
And burned down many houses,
Yet why do people love 
And trade heart for pain?
They seek gathering. 
But, all they get is loneliness.  
Love is a path that 
Reaches no destination.
There is no success. 
The heart eventually breaks.  
This is how love concludes. 
The world will never understand
Why does the moth get so uneasy? 
And burns itself in flame. 
The life of Passionate people
Is full of sighs. 
Why do people still love?
The rainy season makes
Separation unbearable when 
Heart yearns for someone 
Tears come out of eyes.  
The life becomes useless.  
Some complaints are there all the time.  
Medicines become ineffective. 
Even the prayers do not heal. 
How does everyone still accept this 
And swallow the poison (of love)?
This happens all the time in love. 
The beloved is accused of all the pain. 
This spectacle repeats day and night. 
The stories of love become 
Longer than the nights.  
People in love tell tales 
Of beloved’s tyranny.   
That the beloved is untrustworthy. 
That the beloved is unfaithful. 
They call names to the tyrant 
Whom they love so much. 
Why do they do all this?  
Why do people love?
It isn’t any gain.

You are my favorite kind of 
Heartache I can’t forget.
You were my favorite mistake
That I can’t erase from my mind.
You are the one I keep trying to forget,
But my heart won’t let me.
No matter how hard I try, 
Your name still lingers on my lips.
I can’t forget you because you are 
Still the missing piece in my heart.
My heart holds onto the 
Pieces of you that I can’t forget.
Even when I don’t want to remember, 
My mind keeps playing
Back to the memories of you.
Every time I try to forget you, 
My heart reminds me why I can’t.

Thursday, November 16, 2023

War Of Hearts


 

Come to me
In the night hours
I will wait for you
And I can't sleep
'Cause thoughts devour
Thoughts of you consume
I can't help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can't help but want you
I know that I'd die without you
Stay with me
A little longer
I will wait for you
Shadows creep
And want grows stronger
Deeper than the truth
I can't help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can't help but want you
I know that I'd die without you
I can't help but be wrong in the dark
'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts
I can't help but want oceans to part
'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts
I can't help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can't help but want you
I know that I'd die without you
I can't help but be wrong in the dark
'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts
I can't help but want oceans to part
'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts

My heart beats for you.
My body craves your touch.
My soul yearns to be infused
With yours, for two to become one.
I whisper your name and it
Escapes from my lips like a sacred song.
You fill the hours of my day
With thoughts of you.
And at night you call me to
Dance the dance of love.
The longing that I have for you is like a
Wild storm building on the horizon.
You stir my senses
And set my passion on fire.
I am breathless...

Is this all he has to do
To sway my opinion of him?
Touch me like this?
I am out of control.
I don't recognize these feelings
Coursing through my body.
The need to be wanted, to be needed.
To allow myself to be
Vulnerable to another.
That scares me worse than
Knowing who this man is
Or what he does.

I want you inside my mind,
Smothering my thoughts
And indulging in my dreams.
I want you inside my heart,
Dancing within my ventricles
And flowing through my affections.
I want you in places the most
Gifted surgeons would
Never gamble to dissect.
And I want you
All over me, all the time.

Say You're Mine


 When you choose to love 
Someone who is damaged, 
You take on the weight 
Of their past, their pain, their guilt. 
You must be strong, 
You must be patient. 
You can stop the bleeding 
And help them scar over 
But they will always, 
Always be a little broken. 
If you can handle that, 
If you can accept the 
Dents and cracks, 
If you can get them 
To trust you, 
You will never find a 
Better ally than one 
Who is damaged
Above all else, 
They know about survival..

You were built for me.
I denied it as long as I could,
But we were meant to be together.
You are the sea under my sky.
We're bound at the horizon.

Denying the connection is harder
To do with each passing day.
The telepathy you share cannot be ignored.
Full conversations are beginning to
Take place shifting your thoughts.
Memories of the past replay in your head.
Her words are slowly leaving
Imprints upon your heart.
Although you attempt to resist
The fate of your destiny,
It's becoming more apparent
That standing alongside her
Is the main reason for you
In this lifetime.

He took her by the wrists and 
Held her arms down to the bed.
He leaned over and kissed her, hard.
Then, looking her straight in the eye
He made one thing perfectly clear.
You Are Mine and he
Looked into her eyes and said 
Say You're Mine...

I've got something to tell you
I know you're gonna change your mind
When things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
It hurts me too.
I want you, baby, just to understand
I don't wanna be your boss, baby
I just wanna be your man
When things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
It hurts me too.
Now when you go home,
You don't have to get along
Come back to me, baby
Where I live that's where you belong
When things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
It hurts me too.
I love you baby, and you know that it's true
I wouldn't mistreat you, baby
Nothing in this world is like you
Yes, when things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
It hurts me too
So run here baby, put your little hands in mine
I've got something to tell you, baby
I know you're gonna change your mind
When things go wrong, 
So wrong with you
Don't you know, really, don't you
Know it hurts me too.

Friday, September 29, 2023

Bleeding Hearts


By the time you held me in your arms

I felt hatred.

By the time you kissed me

I felt disgusted.

You promised me a kingdom,

You couldn't rule.

You promised me a treasure,

You couldn't hunt.

You brought me nothing,

But misery and pain,

Followed by a broken heart.

It's like you took a knife

From your hand,

Straight into my soul.

You stabbed me once

I bleed love.

You stabbed me twice

I bleed tears.

You stabbed me thrice,

You broke my heart

Into a bleeding heart.


You are my life

You are my every happiness.

You are my love

You are my devotion and my passion.

You are my romance

You are my love story.

You are my life

You are my every happiness.

You are the feeling of my first love.

You are my thirst which

Cannot be extinguished.

You are my first desire

You are my last.

You are my life.

You are my every happiness.

My heart's each wound

Gives you blessings and good wishes.

I wish that God would give you

All the happiness and

Gives me all sadness.

I could not forget you

That is my weakness.

You are my life

You are my every happiness.


I was told not to hurt the heart

Of the one, I love so much.

But when I was busy

Taking care of that heart...

I never noticed

My own was bleeding.


I can't completely let go of YOU
Let go of US...
All I can say is I Love You.
I know you don't want to hear it
But it makes no sense
To pretend I don't.
The pain of losing you
Will still be there.
The Love we shared and
Gave to each other
Will always remain in
My Heart Forever.

In a way, it was the same as
Any normal break-up.
You took what was yours
And I kept what I would have
From before we were together.
YOU TOOK MY HEART
AND I HAD NOTHING...

Everything that I want
I want from you
But I just can't have you.
Everything that I need
I need from you
But I just can't have you.
I want to tell you everything
I want to tell you things
That I have never told anybody.
I miss you but I can't see you.
I want you so bad
But I know I can't have you.
Why is it so hard for me
To stop thinking of you.
You're everything I ever wanted
And everything I'll never have.
If I can't have you,
Then I don't want anyone.
I ONLY WANT YOU
I JUST WANT TO HAVE YOU
HERE WITH ME...