Thursday, January 20, 2022

Dangerous Obsession

 



She is the key to my salvation. 
Innocent. Naive. Beautiful.
Her eyes mesmerize me. Her mind tempts me.
Her pure heart speaks 
to the monster inside me.
I crave to possess her. 
Her every move is watched. Scrutinized.
My reputation alone promises trouble 
To whoever goes against my wishes.
I should stay away from her. 
Instead, she becomes my obsession.
And I intend to keep her 
As my own no matter the cost.
After all…I’m a sinner 
Who will use weapons in his arsenal
To achieve what he wants.
Even if it means declaring war 
Against everyone to get her.
Or losing everything...
My reputation... My family...Even my life


She's MINE...
She always has been...
She always will be.
I don't want anyone else 
Getting the same girl I have
I don't want anyone 
Making her blush or calling her "Baby"
Call me Selfish or 
I am dangerously obsessed with her
I DON'T CARE...
BECAUSE SHE IS MINE...
AND SHE CAN ONLY 
BELONG TO ME...


Monday, November 15, 2021

Priyamaina Satruvu (My Dearest Enemy) Part 2

 



I desire to be with you
I miss you
I feel lonely
When I can't see you
I am obsessed with you
Fascinated by you
Infatuated with you
I hunger for your taste, your smell
The feel of your soul touching mine

Because I Love You and 
I have never loved anyone before...
I don't want anyone else to feel
how you make me feel
You know that I am selfish 
and possessive when it comes to you
I want every one of your smiles
every laugh, every tear, and everything
ALL OF IT 
I WANT IT AND
I WANT IT ALL TO MYSELF
Even your shadow is mine
The thought of anyone else 
having you is like a knife 
twisting in my dark soul...

I am scared as hell to want you
But here I am wanting you anyway
I'm addicted to the way
 I feel when I think of you 
Also to the feeling 
when you look at me and smile. 

Tuesday, November 9, 2021

Priyamaina Satruvu (My Dearest Enemy) Part 1

 


            Listen carefully to me Sweetheart!!
Because I'm giving you fair warning
That I won't let you do this to us.
You gave me your love
And I will not let you take it away.
The harder you try, the harder I'll fight you.
I'll haunt your dreams at night,
Exactly the way you haunted mine
Every night I was away from you.
You'll lie awake in bed at night,
The same way I was lying awake
thinking about you and missing you.
And when you can't stand it anymore
You'll come back to me
And I will be waiting for you.
I'll cry in your arms and I'll tell you
I'm sorry for everything I have done.
And you'll help me
Find a way to forgive myself.

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
but I can't help 
Falling in love with you
Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin?
If I can't help 
Falling in love with you
Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things, you know, 
Are meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole life too
For I can"t help 
Falling in love with you
For I can"t help
Falling in love with you

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Black & White LOVE

 


Love is not perfect...
It is not a fairy tale 
Or a storybook
And it does not 
Always come easy.
Love is overcoming obstacles, 
Facing challenges
Fighting to be together, 
Holding on, and 
Never letting go.
It is a short word, 
Easy to spell,
Difficult to define, and 
Impossible to live without.
Love is work, 
But most of all, 
Love is realizing that 
Every hour, every minute, 
Every second of it
Was worth it because 
You did it together.  

As he stood behind her, 
Embracing her fears... 
All she felt was peace. 
She felt protected, 
Cherished, loved. 
He was barely touching 
Her physically 
But with his mind, 
He possessed her thoughts, 
Her aches, her desires... 
And she just felt free. 
She knew her soul 
Had finally come home 
And in this one 
Moment in time, 
Nothing else existed... 
Just two of them 
In a vacuum 
Of their own making...

Sunday, May 2, 2021

You Will Be Mine Forever

 



If I hadn’t met you,
I wouldn’t like you.
If I hadn’t liked you,
I wouldn’t love you.
If I wouldn’t love you,
I wouldn’t miss you
But I did, I do and I will..

You will be mine forever
In my heart...
No one can change that ...
Even if you hate me...

How can I forget You?
When you are always on my mind
How can I not want You?
When you are all I want inside
How can I let you go?
When I cannot see us apart
How can I not love you?
When you control my heart


Hate To Love You

 



I Love You, But I Hate You

I Miss You, But I’m Better Off Without You

I Want You Out Of My Life

But I Never Want To Let You Go.


“It shouldn’t bother me, but it does

I shouldn’t care about you, but I do

I should hate you, but I don’t”


I hate when you ignore me

But I don’t want you to see me...

I hate when you talk with other girls

But I don’t want you to see me...

I hate when you are close to someone else 

But I don’t want you to see me...

I hate when you love someone else 

But I don’t want you to see me...

Because I know it is impossible between us

And it is better that I love you from one side...


Arrogant Love

 


I could have anything but all I want is YOU.


People accuse me of

Being arrogant all the time

I am not arrogant

But I am focused...


I cannot fix on the hour,

Or the spot, or the look

Or the words which

Laid the foundation. 

It was too long ago.

I was in the middle

Before I knew that I had begun

To fall in love with you...


If you give her your hand, remember this...

She loves to be owned by you, Only You

She loves to feel your Dominance

She loves it when you claim her

in Infront of everybody

She loves when you tell the world

That she is yours

She loves it when you touch her

Even without your hands

She loves to get your attention

And knowing your focus is on her

But most of all.....

She Will Love You, Only You!!!!