Tuesday, July 26, 2022

This Cruel Love


Sometimes love burns so hot
In your veins that it consumes
All rational thought.
You become a walking shell
That can no longer function
Without your significant other
Whispering into your soul,
Telling your heart to beat.

MY OBSESSION IS MY LOVE

Why do I always find myself thinking of you?
From dawn through the day to dusk
The sleepless nights are my best
I twist and turn through lonely nights
Tormented soul tortured inside
But you don’t even know something that is true
That right now I am cursed with the desire of u

The interesting thing about this
Is that you don’t have a clue
That you are mine inside my head
But outside, you are you
Inside my head, I do what I want
And so you’re mine without a choice
I like it better inside my mind because
Outside my head, you’re on your own
You speak with your own voice
Inside my head, you are tied down
Because I won't let you go

It bothers me to see you with someone else
I guess you'd say it's jealousy
I stayed awake last night
Thought about what to do to make it right
I try to express how I feel about you and
The only words I can think of or ever find is
I’m obsessed with you

I desire to be with you.
I miss you.
I feel lonely
When I can't see you.
I am obsessed with you,
Fascinated by you,
Infatuated with you.
I hunger for your taste, your smell
The feel of your soul touching mine.

Why Does Your Heart Hurt...When You Love Someone


 She loved him, 
And her heart was breaking.
If she had known
How much it hurts to love someone,
She never would have
Given away her heart.
But it wasn't a question of giving
as much as falling.

When your throat starts to burn,
And your heartbeat speeds up,
When your stomach tightens,
And your lungs close up,
When your tears rush to your eyes 
Faster than you ever dreamed possible,
That's the worst pain you will ever feel,
That's your heart breaking.

To burn with desire 
And keep quiet about it 
Is the greatest punishment 
We can bring it on ourselves.

Unrequited love does not die; 
It's only beaten down 
To a secret place where 
It hides, curled and wounded. 
For some unfortunates, 
It turns bitter and mean, 
And those who come after 
Pay the price for the hurt 
Done by the one who came before.

Sunday, July 24, 2022

Intoxicated By You

 



Because of your love
I have lost my sobriety
I am intoxicated 
By the madness of your love
In this fog, I have become 
A stranger  to myself
I'm so drunk
I've lost the way to my house
In the garden
I see only your face
From trees and blossoms
I inhale only your fragrance
Drunk with the ecstasy of love
I can no longer tell the difference
Between drunkard and drink
Between lover and beloved

When you're first interested
Or attracted to someone
It's something you can't control
It doesn't matter their age
Or even if they're interested in you.
You can't change your feelings
Even if you want to.

Without even knowing it,
She had it in her to destroy me
Not Just sexually
But every fiber of my being.
She possessed the ability
To steal my affection,
My smile, my love 
And my everything.

Friday, May 13, 2022

Fatal Attraction


Should I pause this moment?
Or just fling myself into this moment?
What should I do? what should I do?
I don't know anything
At this very moment.
Eyes lock with each other.
From the time my eyes met yours,
New tales began,
From the time my eyes met yours...
I've lost all my senses
 Yes, I've lost track of my life
Yes, I've let you live
In my heartbeats Sweetheart...
From the time my eyes met yours...
I've lost all my senses
I lost myself and found you,
This way, I learned to live.....
In my devotion to you
I lost everything, 
This way, I learned to live...
Your laughter is my joy,
And You alone is my happiness...
From the time my eyes met yours,
New tales began!

What is a fatal attraction?
An attraction between 
An individual and someone
Something that is so strong 
The individual lacks reason 
And logic in their thinking 
When dealing with their attraction.

Love is an untamed force
When we try to control it
It destroys us.
When we try to imprison it,
It enslaves us.
When we try to understand it
It leaves us feeling lost and confused.
When we try to force it
It will drive you crazy.

Can't Help Myself...
I'm not supposed to want you
I'm not supposed to care
And yet I spend my time dreaming
Of all that we could share.
I'm not supposed to think about you
Or wonder where you've been
But no matter how I fight it
Thoughts of you sneak in.
I'm not supposed to ponder
Where you are each night
But you creep into my vision
When the stars shine bright.
I'm not supposed to yearn so
I always wish you were here.
But I hunger for your kisses
And I long to draw you near.
I'm not supposed to imagine
Where you are and what you do.
I know I shouldn't cater
To a single thought of you.
I'm not supposed to need you
I know these things I do.
And yet I can't help myself
Because I fell in love with you.

Saturday, April 30, 2022

Heart's Revelation

 



It's funny how it works
Our body is made up of
Billions of cells, and yet
It simply takes one person-
One voice, one look
One text or smile,
To completely unravel you.
We think we are these
Overly intelligent,
Complex creatures
But at the end of the day
We all just want a connection.
We all just want to know
That we aren't going to be alone.

Falling in love is 
Like falling asleep.
Feeling myself slowly and
Gradually being pulled into her.
Lulled, soothed, gently giving in,
Until all at once, I was gone.
Taken into dreamland 
And never wanting to wake up.
Then waking up to see her there,
Sleepy-eyed and smiling,
Knowing she had fallen as I did.

You deserve to be happy
Not in the arms of someone
Who keeps you waiting,
But in the arms of someone
Who will take you now,
Love you forever, 
And leave you never.

 I guess I did not know

I guess you did not know

That we are standing

Too close like this.

We can’t really let this

Beautiful thing disappear.

Now I understand you.

I’m sorry that I didn’t know

The reason behind those tears.

Now I’m right in front of you.

One More Time

Can you return to

My side once again?

I will always love you.

I’ll never regret it,

I will only love you.

I’m so foolish for not knowing

What’s inside your heart,

It seems to be my heart.

My heart is in pain without you,

I don’t have happiness.

Now I understand what love is

Thank you for teaching me about love.

Thank you, now I will know

How to love you more.

One More Time

Can you return to

My side once again?

I will always love you.

I’ll never regret it,

I will only love you.

Will you accept me again someday?

Please let me return it to you

The love you always gave me

Just hold my hand…


I can't help it, it's not by choice,
My heart beats faster,
My knees get weak,
My stomach hurts,
And I can hardly breathe
And each and every moment
Feels brand new,
I just can't help it
I'm crazy for you.

Pride & Prejudice And Twisted Fate Of Love


In vain have I struggled.
It will not do.
My feelings will not be repressed.
You must allow me
To tell you how ardently
I admire and Love You.

From the first moment I met you, 
Your arrogance and conceit, 
Your selfish arrogance
For the feelings of others, 
Made me realize that 
You were the last man 
In the world, I could ever be 
Prevailed upon to marry.

You must know... surely,
You must know it was all for you.
You are too generous to trifle with me.
If your feelings are still 
What they were the last time, 
Tell me so at once. 
My affections and wishes are unchanged, 
But one word from you 
Will silence me on this subject forever.
If, however, your feelings have changed,
I will have to tell you:
You have bewitched me,
Body and soul and I love
I love, I love you.
I never wish to be parted 
From you from this day on.

Please give me a minute to explain
I Love I Love You.
And I hated seeing you in his arms.
And I tried my hardest to forget you
But I couldn't.
I know this sounds totally crazy,
My mom's gonna flip out,
But I don't want you to leave.
I'm being honest with you here
My family is not gonna
Be jumping for joy about it.
But I don't care,
I want you to know I love you.

When I first met you,
I thought you were
Rude, arrogant, 
Intolerant and insensitive.
But over the last few days,
I thought maybe...
Maybe I'd made a mistake.
But I was right.
You're the last person
I'd ever want to be with.

Sunday, April 24, 2022

Savage Love

 


Men need to be held:
Emotionally, Mentally
Physically and Spiritually too
Men too crave love
And they crave 
The love of a woman
Because when she loves,
She loves so deeply.
Her love is deeper than the sea.
Once a man has fallen
In true love with her,
He will never ever
Let her go no matter what,

Because what I feel for you
Is that deeply strong,
That wildly passionate.
Our love is full of sparks,
It's so magically beautiful,
I could literally start fires
With what I feel for you inside me.
It shall keep burning for eternity.

No one will ever kiss you
Like I've kissed you.
Every breath
Escaping from your lips
I have inhaled.
Combined with mine,
I've released them
To the universe.
And that my dear,
Is the sole cause of
Solar Flares.

Your eyes are an illusion,
Staring it creates confusion,
It is deep as tornado,
I'm one of its aficionado.
Abyss of those black eyes,
Drowning everything inside.
Eyelids with a beautiful curve,
Beating millions of nerves.
Something can't be stated,
Only making things devastated.
It is much more destructive,
Be mine it will be constructive.
Those eyes will be my home,
And we will have our beautiful Rome.