Tainted Love

I love you because I love you,

Because it would be impossible

For me not to love you.

I love you without question,

Without calculation,

Without reason  good or bad,

Faithfully with all my

Heart and soul, and every faculty.

Believe it, for it is true.

If you cannot believe it,

I am at your side,

I will make a drastic effort

To force you to do so.

I am interested in you. 

All of you. Your sad eyes, 

Your soft smiles, your tears, 

Your courage, and your worries. 

I am at your side now, 

And I will be at your side 

Until you tell me to leave. 

I do not need anyone to 

Tell me who is the mate for me. 

You are mine and I will take 

Every moment with you as a gift.

My heart is for you and you alone.

And you accept it or not 

This is how it will work for me. 

You teach me now how cruel 

You've been? cruel and false. 

Why did you despise me? 

Why did you betray your own heart?

I have not one word of comfort. 

You deserve this. You have killed yourself. 

Yes, you may kiss me, and cry; 

And wring out my kisses and tears: 

They'll rot you, they'll damn you. 

You loved me.

What right had you to leave me? 

What right? answer me? 

For the sake of money and comfort?

Because misery, degradation, and death, 

And nothing that God or Satan 

Could inflict would have parted us, 

You, of your own will, did it. 

I have not broken your heart

You have broken it; and in breaking it, 

You have broken mine. 

So much worse for me that I am strong. 

Do I want to live? 

What kind of living will it be 

Without you? Oh, God! 

Would you like to lie with 

Your soul in the grave?

You are an obsession, I cannot sleep.

I am your possession unopened at your feet.

There's no balance, no equality

Be still, I will not accept defeat.

I will have you. Yes, I will have you.

I will find a way and I will have you.

Like a butterfly, a wild butterfly

I will collect you and capture you.

You are an obsession.

You're my obsession.

Who do you want me to be,

To make you fall for me?

I feed you, I drink you

My day and my night.

I need you, I need you

By sun or candlelight.

You protest you want to leave, Stay.

Oh, there's no alternative.

Your face appears again

I see the beauty there.

But I see danger, stranger beware.

A circumstance in your naked dreams

Your affection is not what it seems.

My fantasy has turned to madness.

And all my goodness

Has turned to badness.

My need to possess you

Has consumed my soul.

My life is trembling

I have no control.

I will have you. Yes, I will have you.

I will find a way and I will have you.

Like a butterfly, a wild butterfly

I will collect you and capture you.

Unattainable Love

It might not be the right time

I might not be the right one

But there's something about us,

There is something between us.

I need you more than anything in my life

I want you more than anything in my life

I'll miss you more than anyone in my life

I love you more than anyone in my life

I will peel back your defenses

Leaving you vulnerable and exposed.

I will claim the deepest parts of your soul,

The hidden areas you did not know existed.

I will take you places so dark that

You'll need me to pull you back out.

I accept nothing less than everything,

This is my passion.

You are the love that 

Came without warning.

You had my heart

Before I could say no.

Denying the connection is harder

To do with each passing day.

The telepathy you share

Cannot be ignored.

Full conversations are beginning to

Take place shifting your thoughts.

Memories of the past

Replay in your head.

Her words are slowly leaving

Imprints upon your heart.

Although you attempt to resist

The fate of your destiny,

It's becoming more apparent that

Standing along her side

Is the main reason for you

In this lifetime.

I earn desperately

To lock you in my arms

To savor this heavenly pleasure

Upon your enticing lips

Let this insatiable hunger

Consume us throughoutly

While listening to our hearts

Controlled by the raging desire

Dancing with sin breathlessly

In the sensual rhythm of love

Do you have any idea

How badly I ache for you?

She leaned into him when she

Felt him standing behind her.

He gently put his hands on her arm

And shoulder and kissed her neck.

"You said it took you most of

Your adult life to find the meaning 

Of life. Why?" she asked him.

He answered: "Because it took

Me that time to find you."

I think there's always tomorrow

I miss your touch on nights

When I'm hollow

I know you crossed a bridge

That I can't follow

Since the love that you left 

Is all that I get

I want you to know that

If I can't be close to you

I'll settle for the ghost of you

I miss you more than life

And if you can't be next to me

Your memory is ecstasy

I miss you more than life

I need more time but 

Time can't be borrowed

I'd leave it all behind

If I could follow

Since the love that you left

Is all that I get.

Marriage By Deception Destroyed In Love

 

Fall in love with someone's dark side.

Find the ugliest parts, the danger that lurks inside

When no one is watching.

Get down deep to the bottom of their soul,

Where you feel as though you've seen hell and 

Love the hell out of that person.

Because if you fall for someone's light 

Before you've stood alone in the dark,

Then you're only loving the person

They show you and that's not real.

Even if you break her heart 

Into a million tiny pieces...

She will forgive you, bless you,

And wish you a good life ahead and move on.

She will cry alone, love you from a distance

For the rest of her life 

But never beg for a space in your life.

That is the heart of a woman,

Who loves from the depths of her soul

But will never force you to love her in return...

I always have you with me in my heart,

There is a secret place only you may enter.

A place where I am free to be me with no holds 

No inhibitions total freedom. A sanctuary I can go to

With no expectations no demands just the 

Freedom to breathe again, speak again, and feel again.

You will always have that part of me that

No one ever has, that piece that was 

Hidden locked away dead and forgotten.

You found the key you breathed the 

New life into me brought me to the light

Taught me how to feel again.

I always have you with me.

This craving of your body itches at my skin,

A plague that can't be cured,

This hankering need to touch your skin

And rip apart limb from limb,

The itch starts to burn as I get a 

Whiff of your deadly scent,

I yearn to get hold of you,

And devour every inch of you...

Second Chance LOVE

 If you have the awareness

Romantic connection

And emotional maturity

To navigate the obstacles

Life throws at you

Does it really matter

How old is your partner?

Isn't forbidden love delicious?

Tempting and so breathtaking?

When you can't help 

Yourselves from falling...

Even though you know

You're not supposed to.

One of those silent lover's pacts...

Which you can only whisper

In between those stolen moments.

You love him but you know

You can never have him...

"We were never meant to be"

He said with saddened eyes.

Your intuition tells you that

He loves you too...

But the situation makes it all

Impossible for you guys to be together.

Yet you held on tight

Because he is your happiness

And you're his too.

Sometimes he feels confused

Not knowing what to do 

With this relationship after all

It's forbidden, love. 

When he came close to her

Her heart was racing

He smirked; he knew it all.

She began feeling

All kinds of things all at once.

She was getting restless.

"How I love seeing you like this" he teased.

Her cheeks had a pink tint

To that blush of hers.

She wanted more.

Soon he whispered into her ears

"You Are Mine"'

She felt his breath on her neck.

And soon she found herself

In a whole new world.

I don't want to go away from you

And I won't let you go far away from me.

I have stayed away from you for many years

But now, 24 hours and 7 days a week

I want to stay with you.

Can it not happen like that?

I always want to see you

right in front of me.

I know I am very selfish

But until you came into my life

I never liked anything so much

So dearly for myself.

I need you for myself.

I want to know everything about you

What do you like? 

And what you don't like?

Which will make you scared?

And which don't scare you?

What kind of battle 

Did you fight and you lost?

Which night is that, 

When you counted stars all night?

When did you tell

The biggest lie of your life?

What promise is that,

You did not want it to 

Fulfill but it did fulfill?

What promise is that,

You did not want it to break

But it broke?

What are your beautiful dreams?

What is that thing you,

Got it without even asking for it?

What is the thing, you have been

Asking till now but never got it?

What makes you laugh?

And what makes you cry?

What do you want to do?

And why do you want to do it?

Was there anyone else 

In your life before me?

Or is there anyone

Else other than me?

I want to know everything.

I want to know you,

More than you know yourself.

I want to know all these,

So I can feel that we are not only

Connected now, but we know

Each other for a very long time.

Can you help me know you?

Revolving Hearts

 

I am not supposed to love you

I am not supposed to care

I am not supposed to live my life

Wishing You Were There

I am not supposed to wonder

Where you are or what you do

I'm sorry, I just can't help myself

I Fell In Love With You

I can't say one word that's not about you

Can't drink without thinkin' about you

Is it too late to tell you that

Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

It doesn't matter 'cause I'm so consumed

Spending all my nights thinking about you

I know that you're the feelin' I'm missing

You know that I hate to admit it

But everything means nothin' if I can't have you

I'm so sorry that my timing's off

But I can't move on if we're still gonna talk

Is it wrong for me to not want half?

I want all of you, all the strings attached

I'm trying to move on

Forget you, but I hold on

Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

I can't forget you

Because in life there was and

There will be no one like you.

I think of the time we spend together

And I still feel you right next to me.

I don't till first, but when I do

You disappear.

Your voice echos in me.

A fine melody that I listen for hours

And pass my days climbing towers.

My loneliness reminds me

Of how and what I was

And what you made me.

You gave me life in time

When life was hard.

SO NO

I will never forget you ever.

But just to keep me safe

I'll stop missing you and

I don't know if I'll succeed

But this pain of trying

To forget you will never end.

My Heart aches for you

My eyes cry for you

My senses long for you

I feel numb without you

My smiles wither without you

My soul thirsts for you

My body shivers without you

Please, tell me what to do

I Miss You Like Crazy.

You're always on my mind, day and night

When I think of you, all feels so right

Need to have you, need to hold you

And tell you that I love you.

My dear, I don't want to see us apart

This separation just tears away my heart

I miss you, Oh, I really miss you

Will need you more and more each day

I know I cannot live without you

I miss you, more than words can say.

COME BACK TO ME NOW

YOU BELONG TO ME AND

YOU ARE MINE....JUST MINE...

Broken Heart

It was very painful for me

When you chose someone else over me.

Maybe I wasn't worth your love

I cried hard and blamed god.

But yeah, 

Then I realized, It was only me

Who craved for your happiness

In my every prayer to god.

It hurts when you're being ignored

By the person whose

Attention is the only thing

You want in the world.

We all have that one person

Whose name alone still makes

Our hearts hurt, and every wound

Healed or not, suddenly rips us

Open to remind us of the time

We loved someone and lost

Part of ourselves along the way

Oh Lord of mine, Don't let love

Trouble anyone like this
Let the talk of the heart remain inside
Let it not come on the lips
You didn't even think of me 
What should I tell anyone now
My heart cried and my eyes are full of tears
I gave You all my happiness

I gave You the smile from my lips
The breadth of Your hair started flowing
It brought me messages of faithfulness
You have kept Our love nicely 
That moon shall visit
My courtyard now
It shall fill this lonely lap of mine
I have concieved this child of Yours
What should I tell anyone now
O Lover of mine, O Lover of mine

I made a mistake
I didn't say a word to You
If I would have the strength 
To tell what my heart feels for You
Then You wouldn't have gone away from Me
No one understands the pain of others.

Lost and lonely coz you're the only
One that knows me and 
I can't be without you
What's this, that exists between 
You and me
It's an unseen, unheard of a story
It seems now that my life is empty
Every breath of mine also feels empty
Without You
There's some uncomfort 
In the breeze without You
Why do all the moments 
Seem like strangers
They don't look at me in the eye
There's a dense loneliness spreading over
The destinations are 
Getting lost in the roads
Now all my prayers 
Have gone away unheard
They remained without You
Why did the light leave 
The grap of my hand in the path?
And here, why is the evening 
Looking the other way
Which is making every morning
Into a cruel night