This Cruel Love

Sometimes love burns so hot

In your veins that it consumes

All rational thought.

You become a walking shell

That can no longer function

Without your significant other

Whispering into your soul,

Telling your heart to beat.

MY OBSESSION IS MY LOVE

Why do I always find myself thinking of you?
From dawn through the day to dusk
The sleepless nights are my best
I twist and turn through lonely nights
Tormented soul tortured inside
But you don’t even know something that is true
That right now I am cursed with the desire of u

The interesting thing about this
Is that you don’t have a clue
That you are mine inside my head
But outside, you are you
Inside my head, I do what I want
And so you’re mine without a choice
I like it better inside my mind because
Outside my head, you’re on your own
You speak with your own voice
Inside my head, you are tied down
Because I won't let you go

It bothers me to see you with someone else
I guess you'd say it's jealousy
I stayed awake last night
Thought about what to do to make it right
I try to express how I feel about you and
The only words I can think of or ever find is
I’m obsessed with you

I desire to be with you.

I miss you.

I feel lonely

When I can't see you.

I am obsessed with you,

Fascinated by you,

Infatuated with you.

I hunger for your taste, your smell

The feel of your soul touching mine.

Why Does Your Heart Hurt...When You Love Someone

 She loved him, 

And her heart was breaking.

If she had known

How much it hurts to love someone,

She never would have

Given away her heart.

But it wasn't a question of giving

as much as falling.

When your throat starts to burn,

And your heartbeat speeds up,

When your stomach tightens,

And your lungs close up,

When your tears rush to your eyes 

Faster than you ever dreamed possible,

That's the worst pain you will ever feel,

That's your heart breaking.

To burn with desire 

And keep quiet about it 

Is the greatest punishment 

We can bring it on ourselves.

Unrequited love does not die; 

It's only beaten down 

To a secret place where 

It hides, curled and wounded. 

For some unfortunates, 

It turns bitter and mean, 

And those who come after 

Pay the price for the hurt 

Done by the one who came before.

Intoxicated By You

 

Because of your love

I have lost my sobriety

I am intoxicated 

By the madness of your love

In this fog, I have become 

A stranger  to myself

I'm so drunk

I've lost the way to my house

In the garden

I see only your face

From trees and blossoms

I inhale only your fragrance

Drunk with the ecstasy of love

I can no longer tell the difference

Between drunkard and drink

Between lover and beloved

When you're first interested

Or attracted to someone

It's something you can't control

It doesn't matter their age

Or even if they're interested in you.

You can't change your feelings

Even if you want to.

Without even knowing it,

She had it in her to destroy me

Not Just sexually

But every fiber of my being.

She possessed the ability

To steal my affection,

My smile, my love 

And my everything.