Wednesday, October 22, 2025

What He Still Craves

I didn’t ask for your scent,

But it clings to me still, 

Like a promise I never made,

But always kept. 

Didn’t beg for your warmth,

Yet it soaked into my bones. 

And now I shiver in rooms

You’ve never entered.

You wrapped yourself in silk,

But it was your silence 

That undressed me. 

Your voice, I never meant to crave it,

But now silence tastes like you.

I remember the night

You came wrapped in ribbons, 

A gift I didn’t deserve.

You said, “Cut me open.” 

And I did, not with blades,

But with breath.

Your lips found my scars,

Kissed the whip marks 

My father left behind.

You didn’t flinch. 

You worshipped. And I,

I was trained to forget. 

But you made forgetting a sin.

We never slept beneath one sheet,

But I dreamt of it every night. 

Never kissed in daylight,

But your lips haunt my shadows. 

You were never mine to keep,

But I kept you anyway,

In the folds of memory,

In the bruises I never showed.

You gave me war

When I didn’t ask for love. 

You became my wound

When I didn’t beg for pain. 

Now I walk with your ghost,

Drenched in the rain of what-ifs. 

Your moans echo in my ears,

Your child lives in my blood.

You sleep beside him

But I know your body

Still remembers mine.

You married him to protect me,

But I would’ve burned

Every uniform, every medal,

Just to keep you.

I burn where you touched me.

I ache where you kissed me.

And I die every time you look away.

You were my mission

I couldn’t complete, and now,

I’d burn the world to try again.


I have memorized you not like a name, 

But like a sacred verse.

You’ve carved a place in me, 

Not as a guest, but as tradition itself.

I remember you the way

The body remembers breath

Without trying, without forgetting. 

You’ve become my habit, 

The kind that stays until

Death folds its arms.

This love of ours is not

A moment; it is life. 

To live inside it is a blessing 

Written in the language of fate.

They call it love, but you,

My beloved, 

Is the universe hidden

In a single word?

You are the peace of my heart

Never knew it needed. 

Your love has lit festivals in my chest

Eids of longing,

Celebrations of ache.

And now, when your name rises in silence,

It feels like worship.

Not loud, but holy.


Gently, it captivates.

Today, it envelops me. 

My body longs for quenching

Embrace me within your arms.

Promise me, my love,

Stay not distant. 

This separation whispers

Come close to me.

Let the rain fall continuously,

Dark clouds pour down. 

May we both be soaked in

The downpour of this longing.

Untangle my open strands

With your fingers.

I exist in this desire.

In the cold nights,

We slept beneath one blanket.

Both of us in solitude,

No one else in this abode.

Gently, it captivates.

Today it envelops me. 

My body longs for quenching

Embrace me within your arms.

Come, come,

Your words torment me. 

Even if love be untrue,

I haven’t forgotten

Those beautiful encounters.

Disturb me with

All your conversations. 

Just once, oh passionate one,

Even if love be a falsehood.

I won’t forget those

Beautiful encounters.

Be not upset with me,

My beloved, 

Make a promise. Living

Without you is challenging. 

My beloved, promise me.

Gently, it captivates.

Today it envelops me. 

My body longs for quenching

Embrace me within your arms.

Promise me, my love,

Stay not distant. 

This separation whispers

Come close to me. 

Come… come… Come… come…


She carries longing

In the folds of her heart

A flame wrapped in silk,

A secret too wild to tame.

Before him, she

Lays down her youth, 

The prime of her life,

Like an offering at dusk. 

Her body, her breath,

Her every curve

In the service of his gaze.

She moves like fire

In a goblet of grace, 

Each gesture ignites

The shadows in his eyes. 

And when he looks,

Her veil trembles

His flame rising

Behind tear-laced lashes.

Her lips ache for

The company of his, 

Thirsty for closeness,

For the heat of reunion. 

Once parted, now they find

Shelter in each other’s arms

A fate fulfilled in

The hush of night.

Even in her lowest moments,

She remembers the heights 

They reached when

Love was unbound, 

When every touch was

A prayer answered.

She burns for him still,

Not loudly, but in the quiet

Where devotion lives. 

And he, he drinks from

Her fire like a man 

Starved for the one sin

He’ll never regret.


When you hold me in the street

And you kiss me on the dance floor

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't it be like that?

Because I'm yours

We keep behind closed doors

Every time I see you,

I die a little more

Stolen moments that we

Steal as the curtain falls

It'll never be enough

It's obvious you're meant for me

Every piece of you

Just fits perfectly

Every second, every thought,

I'm in so deep

But I'll never show it on my face

But we know this

We got a love that is homeless

Why can't you hold me in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

Because I'm yours

When you're with him,

Do you call his name?

Like you do when you're with me? 

Does it feel the same?

Would you leave if

I was ready to settle down

Or would you play it safe and stay?

Girl, you know this

We got a love that is hopeless

Why can't you hold me in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

Because I'm yours

And nobody knows I'm in love

With someone's baby

I don't wanna hide us away

Tell the world about the

Love, we're making

I'm living for that day someday

Why can't I hold you in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?

I wish that we could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

Because I'm yours

Why can't I say that I'm in love?

I wanna shout it from the rooftop

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

Because I'm yours

Why can't we be like that?

Wish we could be like that